飢餓的廚房

2009-11-11T04:56:00.000-08:00

Inevitable End

2009-11-08T23:18:00.000-08:00

so I was in my brother's room, tossing books and all
when I heard a struggling buzzing noise
and before anything else
*splat*
I killed an obese green fly
I didn't mean to~!

A New Fever Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ - Nick Pitera

2009-11-06T01:21:00.000-08:00

your all probably wondering who this guy is. yeah, me too.
actually I don't know this guy personally, now "voice-ly" and "youtube-ly"
I DO!!
but before anything else, I would like to answer a few questions that was raised just a few seconds ago:

a she or a he?
frankly my friends, I have no idea

is this for real?
the evidence is all there, why ask me?

uuuuuh.... *drools*
*hands you a tissue*

so what makes this guy special? here is a short song I would like to share with you, now no cheating else you'll spoil the surprise

done listening?
now moving unto the spoiler:
click ME

awesomeness!!

JUMP!

2009-11-05T19:55:00.000-08:00

a late upload of one photo from our previous trip
Model: Lara Marie C. Narvios
Location: Don Bosco Retreat House

I've been sitting, watching, laughing out
strong on the sidelines been waiting for a dream
to sip in through my blinds,
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind,
will the wind be at my back...
could I get you of my mind...
this time...

Dagtong Lason - Nagmamahal Ako

2009-11-03T17:05:00.000-08:00

Mga tambay lang kami sawa sa babae
May mga babaeng manloloko
Pineperahan lang kami
Kaya ngayon bakla na lang ang aming iibigin
Masarap magmahal ang bakla
Ohh kay sarap... damhin

Sinisubulan ang puso ko laging sugatan
Sineseryoso ko bakit ako ang iniwanan
Kaya ngayan nagising na ko sa
Katotohanan na lolokohin lang kami
Ng mga kababaihan

Kaya ngayon napagpasyahan
Na bakla ang aking iibigin
At ipapadama ko na himig na aking
Damdamin sa kanya
Oo nga! At hindi sa isang babae
Dahil ang puso ko ay kanilang sinabutahe
Para bang ako'y isang laruan

Na tinapaktapakan pagkatapos
Pagsawaan kanilang tatalikuran
It's so unfair kaya bakla na lang
Ang iibigin kaya ngayon pakingan niyo
Para sa inyo 'tong awitin.

Mga tambay lang kami sawa sa babae
May mga babaeng manloloko
Pineperahan lang kami
Kaya ngayon bakla na lang ang aming iibigin
Masarap magmahal ang bakla
Ohh kay sarap... damhin

Hinanakit sa babae ang dahilan
Kung bakit nagmahal ako ng tulad niya
Kahit siya ay pangit
At di niya pinagkait at sakin di lumapit
Kyan hanggang ngayon virgin pa ang aking pwit
At alam ko naming wala akong kahati

Di ko siya mabubuntis
Pagkat pareho kami ng ari. Grabe!
Buong buhay niya ay sa akin binigay
Lahat-lahat kanyang inalay
Basta wag lang akong mawalay sa kanya
Di na kita iiwan kahit na ika'y bakla
Basta tiwala mo sa akin sing kinang
Ng tala at totoo.
Relasyon natin ay parang ginto
Mahal kita wag lang sana kong magkatulo.

Mga tambay lang kami sawa sa babae
May mga babaeng manloloko
Pineperahan lang kami
Kaya ngayon bakla na lang ang aming iibigin
Masarap magmahal ang bakla
Ohh kay sarap... damhin

Na sulat ko ang kantang to dahil sa galit
Pagkat sa tuwing nagmamahal
Puso ko'y napupunit
Ginawa ko naman ang lahat
Sa kanya inilaan
Binigay ang nais na luho
Pati ang aking katawan.

Pero kapalit nito ay isa palang kataksilan
At nagawa pa niya na ako'y pagtawanan
Kaya ngayon si Len Jack
Ay labis ang pag-iyak
Puso ko'y parang nasagasaan
Ng limang milyong truck.

Siya ay simpleng tumatak
Ang sakit ng natamo
Kaya nagdesisyon tuloy ang puso na laging bigo
Na bakla na lang ang iibigin ko
Di na ko masasaktan nagkapera pa ako.

Mga tambay lang kami sawa sa babae
May mga babaeng manloloko
Pineperahan lang kami
Kaya ngayon bakla na lang ang aming iibigin
Masarap magmahal ang bakla
Ohh kay sarap... damhin

Isang bakla ang iibigin habang buhay
Sa kanya ko lang inalay ang puso kong makulay
Siya ang nagbigay ng tawa at saya
Pag-ibig kong ito sa kanya lang
Lumigaya kesa sa GF ko
Na wala namang pake

Nagmahal ako sa kanya ng wala ng silbi
Kaya sa isang bakla ako ay nagmahal
Kahit sa ibang girl pag-ibig ko ay matumal
Kahit karumaldumal pa ang kanyang pagmumukha
Basta wag niya lang akong gawing kaawaawa
Kaya sa bigo, sa mga babae diyan
Umibig ng bakla nakakalat lang yan diyan

Mga tambay lang kami sawa sa babae
May mga babaeng manloloko
Pineperahan lang kami
Kaya ngayon bakla na lang ang aming iibigin
Masarap magmahal ang bakla
Ohh kay sarap... damhin

Ayoko ng umibig ng kahit na sino pa
Kasi ako sa'yo ay okey na
At ako'y sa'yo na
Basta yung responsibility ay wag limutin
Wala kang ibang gagawin
Kundi ako'y pasayahin, ako sa'yo ay happy
Kasi lagi akong busog
Hindi mo ako ginugutom

'Cause takot kang mabugbog
Sa buhay ko ikaw ang pumapapel na yaya
Pero kahit ganun hndi pagpapalit sa iba
Pero wag kang umasa na sa'kin ka maka-isa
Bago tayo magtabi sa kama magpa-opera
Oh di ba hi-tech?
Tayo ay modern na lover
Pag dumukit ka sa'kin sisigaw ako holdaper!

Mga tambay lang kami sawa sa babae
May mga babaeng manloloko
Pineperahan lang kami
Kaya ngayon bakla na lang ang aming iibigin
Masarap magmahal ang bakla
Ohh kay sarap... damhin

Mga tambay lang kami sawa sa babae
May mga babaeng manloloko
Pineperahan lang kami
Kaya ngayon bakla na lang ang aming iibigin
Masarap magmahal ang bakla
Ohh kay sarap... damhin

I remember a reviewer telling me that homos are now airborne
amazing!
this song was played on our road trip yesterday, perfect timing too since we were talking about love and life and it seems the perfect song for a certain person on the car. aww... no hard feelings for him, I'm sure he has this manliness in him, somewhere hidden inside.
but importantly... tinuod ni?
unsay ma-ingon sa mga laki?

Unplanned Trip

2009-11-03T05:23:00.000-08:00

going to trips are one of the best things to do so one can unwind, have a break, take some time-off, you get the idea. now planning trips is quite useful and nice, but having unplanned trips are way better (for me). 26 days(?) to go before the dreaded November NLE and none of us are physically, spiritually, psychologically, emotionally... well in all aspects of a normal human being, not ready. not good for our well-being as of the present but definitely will do good for us in the long run. since our sanity is at stake, an ambush/kidnapping happened at Rivergate Hall 3 today.

the culprits of the crime
(there you can see, the evil driver and his angel-wife, then on the second seat
are the other evil people with their evil intentions)

and their back-ups
(my twin, whom I have never seen for so long and my cousin)

then the next thing I knew I was already in the van on our way to the famous

SIMALA

where the Miraculous Blessed Virgin Mary is found

the trip, for those who never visited the area or are planning on going, is an hour and half away, not that long but long enough to bond with the people inside the van. but before arriving at the supposed to be destination, food is a must!

the check point and pit-stop of all those travelers from the city to Simala
the place with lots of old Spanish type of houses, Carcar
home Chicharon and Ampao, not to mention Jollibee
but we didn't stop for the red bee, no-n0-no-no.
though we did park at his place but our minds were set on another type of menu

Lechon~ the famous delicacy of most Filipinos on any special
occasion. now just looking at this photo is making me drool, curse you charred pork!

the culprit who suggested the menu.
BEWARE!
looks can be very deceiving, he may not look dangerous,
but believe me, most evil people never do

and here you can see his minions, salivating as the female butchers
continue to mercilessly mutilate the charred pork

can you feel the concentration as they continue to stare?
can you feel the evil?

and yes, they are the people who robbed us!
plus the skin wasn't crispy! I want my money back!

so after the lunch break, back to where we parked and we hit the road. we were a bit noisy on the way... well maybe noisier than the usual... okay fine, WE WERE LOUD but don't blame us!
it was the radio's fault for not picking up some radio waves~
one of my friends was starting to go deaf because of the sudden silence that she started singing some oldies, then the driver started to sing another, of course since I know the song, I joined
in the end, we ended up singing any song, even those songs that are thrice our age.
it's quite a miracle we were able to find the lyrics somewhere in our unconscious minds.
amazing, isn't it?

arriving at our destination... probably around 12:30pm or so
we started writing our petitions, bought some candles (35php each) and lined to kiss the
Blessed Virgin Mother

I know it's forbidden, but I couldn't help myself when I noticed the guard wasn't around

after dropping off our petitions, relighting our candles and buying some stuff,
a certain Jesuit and Protestant were quite curious about the waterfalls part of the Mountain
and the famous Wishing Bell/Well which we recently found out is not a wishing bell/well.
well not our fault, we just followed those people who threw coins at the bell.

on the bright side, look how happy we were!

after throwing a few coins and making the monastery richer, our next stop
which was quite unexpected was the biggest shoe...

no kidding it was one big shoe!
though it did look worn out and a bit old,
well Ken said all it needs is some Kiwi
wonder if Cebu has enough for this shoe alone?

after the big shoe stop, another unexpected stop. this time, it was a place I've visited once before
Don Bosco Retreat House

well main reason is that these guys are having their in-house here
starting November 12 until after the Boards Exam
so I guess they wanted to check out the place first and do some survey to which rooms they should infiltrate for the next uhh... 18 days(?) of de-civilizing study.
now thinking about that evil exam *sudden chills*

and something really frustrating happened as well so I was a "stop" down
thankfully my spirits were easily drawn back up when I saw the guys doing some outrageous stunts on the grass. one things for sure, I'm gonna miss those crazy people when in-house begins.
I'll be all alone and lonely in good shepherd, but on the bright side, I might be able to meet new friends there. plus its close to our house!
and what's more important... GHOSTS!
what's in-house without some ghost experience?

and after the visit on the retreat house, finally our last stop:
South Reclamation Road

I finally decided to let my hair down since the wind was tempting me, might as well give in.
the wind was great, the far scenery was amazing (don't look down) and lastly, the moon was AMAZING! no words could express how much in awe we were when we saw the Moonrise.
I just wish my camera was powerful enough to capture the moment but sadly, it wasn't that powerful at all.

and yeah... the wind is definitely refreshing. makes you forget all those problems~

now moving on to other things, what are trips if there are no controversial?
you gotta love those candid moments where one wishes not to be in photo, but sadly
RULE #1 NO DELETING OF PHOTOS
the golden rule of camera

another day well spent with good friends who know how to make unplanned trips
definitely the best trips are the ones that were never planned

| Keith | Crizelda |
| Ken | Kenny | Emille |
| Christy | Lara |
- thanks for the joy ride -
(photos already uploaded click link above to view them all)

My Little 13-Year Old Model

2009-11-03T03:37:00.000-08:00

ahh... yes, it's my first try and well there you have it. some really random shots of my little sister during her intramurals. kinda weird when my model is my very own 13-year old sister and look at the way she poses! I kinda feel hurt since I can barely pose myself.

Model: Aileen M. Alburo
Location: USC - South Campus
(somewhere in the underground)

Our Generation had destroyed the christian virtues
Charity is now a cigarette
Grace is now a G.R.O
Heaven is now a Motel
and what's worse of all
Trust is now a condom
-Aileen-

USC 2009 - Carolinian Festival/ Intramurals

2009-10-24T23:49:00.000-07:00

it's been 4 years since I danced like my life depends on it, and seeing the festival we used to have brought back some memories where we used to kick ass! known for the cheers and dance moves at which all students excel (and more likely due to the reason that we have to excel since this is a graded festival), it's no surprise as to why the students have this fierceness when the banners and white spots are placed on the pentagon.with all the pretty banners and white spots on the field

also known as the BATTLE ARENA
for the High School Department

and here is the little bundle of joy who have voluntarily agreed to follow my foot steps with regards to the path I have taken back in the days. though sadly the school has removed certain joys we used to have.
♣ costumes - they can only wear their intrams t-shirt for the upper
♣ hair & make-up - to be done at home (what the hell?!)
♣ cheers and yells - are shorter and a bit less cheerier
♣ # of dance members - ARE REDUCED!!!
♣ the angles and flooring - where did they go??
♣ the uniform music - what the hell?? why different songs?

well let's look on the bright side, at least they still have food booths and the famous "horse-taxi". moving to the participants of the pop-jazz competition:

making way as walking Christmas ornaments,
we have the cute and innocent(ish), first years
FRESHIES

coming back after their conquest last year,
they now return in new color, the second years,
SOPHIES

to have experienced the first victory and loss,
these ballerinas make way with elegance and grace,
third year red-hot
JUNIORS

known as the eldest of the the entire department
they're here not only to express themselves
but to leave a legacy of dance that will serve as a
lesson to their descendants, the fourth year
SENIORS

the dance competitions had less impact (for me) and if one had the privilege to watch our previous competitions, one could really say the quality of dance and the very essence of the festival has deteriorated but it was still enjoyable.

and after the dance, is the most awaited part of the festival,

THE NOMS!!

cheat day + severe hunger x hormones =
FISH THE DIET!!

and here comes the best part of all:

HORSEY!!
and the driver was so sweet, he allowed me to drive
well for that photo, it's merely for posing purposes
now when driving:

this is the view.
Pedestrians, beware! noob on the horse!

and sadly since my hubby wasn't around, someone
was rather willing enough to take his place
you can see the resemblance! its there!!

and thus concludes today's event.

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forgot to mention about the review, apparently the reviewer bored my fellow takers away and they escaped her clutches for their sanity's sake.
good for me then!

Let it be my last

2009-10-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

today isn't exactly the best day for me, I've probably wasted more than the usual water in my body by other means, aside from the usual perspiring and urinating (the occasional diarrhea and vomiting as well), the eyes can also be an outlet for water that we call tears. due to some sudden heart-breaking news plus the family drama, the road towards being a Registered Nurse is truly a battle. people around me start to have issues, and recurring problems seems to hunt me when it's barely a month away now. I've spent my day crying my heart out ever since 10am.

thinking about all the problems isn't very helpful to a person's well-being. of course for a person with a bit of a common sense would probably just stop thinking of the problem and move on but there are times when one just sits in his room... alone and lost. then all the problems come back to hunt you, creeping inside your mind, trying to disturb whatever your sane mind has left. coping mechanism says its best to cry it all out, and that I did, but when I started to cry it didn't stop. it's as if my eyes transformed to a broken faucet that never stopped releasing tears and every time I calm myself, they come back. and it kept getting worse, to the point that I couldn’t see anything and breathe normally.

I tried to calm myself first and thought about the problem then of all the days my father had to have one of his tantrums, it had to be at the very moment where I was on my weakest point. I couldn’t argue with him, as far as I can remember, all I did was stand and listen to all of those insults head bowed down.

It was as if the world was trying to nag some sense to me and all I could do was just lie down on the floor and cry. No thoughts, I just lied there and cried... and that was it. I wanted to talk to someone but everyone was busy plus I didn’t want them to get infected with my depressed state. it was hard, very hard, just like in the past. I wanted to tell somebody, anybody, I don’t care who as along as they’re willing to talk to me, but who? Where is this person? I really wanted to talk to any one as long as they’re willing to listen to someone like me, just moment with this person would mean so much to me...

And how stupid I was not to notice, he was there all this time, I just forgot. I kept calling his name again and again and I never noticed before I could call out his name, he was already beside me.

I’m so sorry and thank you very much.

Monthly Queer Drama

2009-10-21T16:30:00.000-07:00

it's not my fault, its the hormones I tell you. first they make me eat a lot then when everything seems fine, they make me do certain things (on-line/shopping) and when nothing satisfies them, a bite on a nearby person's shoulder alleviates the restlessness in me. considering all those things have been accomplished, they never stop running all over my system unless there is "bloody show" *sniffles* alrighty then, moving on to the drama... I heard some rather disturbing news yesterday that is quite hard to... how to say this... get rid of my mind. *zips mouth* just makes me wonder how the people involved are doing now?

OMG, I just stared at the monitor for 10 seconds, not knowing what to type anymore. aaaaaah!! why must all problems appear now, when the NLE is just around the corner? it's kinda unfair, let the rewards be upon us when the love month comes *prays* (could this be the principle of yinyang? kinda harsh now... ah!! EQUAL EXCHANGE! but this isn't really equal now, is it?)

REVIEW:
has been fun and a wee bit boring, but fun. the reviewer was from UP (obviously) and she had a cane. used to shoo away dogs/snakes/cats/pests in general and also as props to gain some privileges from the younger society *bows* the exams where kind of amazing... here is one sample question that will want you to strangle the reviewer:
I hate the Board of Nursing =__= what kind of sick, twisted, morbid, insane answer is letter D?!? I was assigned in a School for OHN and I wasn't angry when students infiltrated our breaks, we have no choice... WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO HOLISTIC CARING CARE!?! (kinda makes me wonder how will ever pass the November NLE now)

as for the review drama... well the guys are kind of normal right now. ok, not normal but looking on the outside it's pretty much normal. =___= so they're not normal, but lets just leave them, I'm sure they'll learn to settle with their differences sooner or later. we're under the same circle after all.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S
finally, shabu-shabu day has arrived (after the long, long, long wait)! Me, Toni and Jude finally made our way to Parklane, one amateur, wanna-be photographer, one pro, a late model and absent model, nice combination don't you think?

Japanese food where meat and veggies collide, sure we confessed us girls barely eat grass (we're not goats), but its part of the menu, might as well nom them. now remember those anime where they cook the food in the table, that's what I wanted to do the most, COOKING!! they said just dump everything on the pot, so this is what shabu-shabu is... just dump everything on the pot. Nice recipe, not much instructions on which goes first and last. and what's better is that it tastes divine despite the no-knowledge of how/what to throw in first.

the price was reasonable (didn't get to spend above 500) and, had a full stomach~ *oomph* funny thing about the noodles too. sorry I didn't know that we weren't supposed to leave it inside the pot, hahaha. tasty noms in there too, fit for people who enjoy veggies and raw seafood, next time, sushi madness!! raw fish, Japanese rice and all the wasabi you can have. gah! green thing for the sushi... I'll go for ramen and the ebi fry please. after the joy of noming, a little walk on the bazzare to the mall... it was scary since the things started talking to me. BUY ME, is what they said, I had to continue walking else I would have spent another 320 php for a pocket watch. it was really wonderful, I really wanted it!! but, *inhale*exhale* behave hands! don't you go taking some crispy cash on the red wallet now. I had to run away from that store... or else *32o php flies off the window* T_T

aha mn c Nizzy ui?

IN-HOUSE:
is near!! palpitations are beginning to... aaaaaaaah!! now let me just list down the things I need to bring:

nomnoms - the most important of them all, be it canned goods or instant noodles
comforters and jackets - Ber month and rain season, yep a must bring
watergun and toy hammer - why not?
camera - "DOCUMENTATION" by: Sir Mike Bukiron
phone - outside world communication for my sanity purposes
ipod - to prevent hearing other things
mini-frying pan - for all those sunny-side up eggs

did I forget something? oh right the other things:

reviewers, stolen test papers and the clear book
duty uniform (stockings, shoes, jumper, pink uniform)
those important papers (things needed for the board)
pencil, eraser and pen
the really big sharpener

RANDOM STUFF:

IT HAS ARRIVED!!
late night, well not that late but the sky said otherwise. my new ring has finally arrived, so cute and green and affordable. she's the same person where I bought a couple of earrings and necklace. I recommend her to those who want some accessories of the sort for a reasonable price, visit her site: http://purplebeet.multiply.com/
she has all those things you want to mix and match with your clothes, from the prim and proper to plain casual. the sad thing is that her stocks aren't that many. I think she makes them, what makes it all the more unique!

and lastly, all those smexy asian hotties, presenting:
JOHNNY'S BOYS!

oozing with sexiness with every fiber of their being...
I WANT ONE!!
aaaaaaah!!

the updates in my autistic world

2009-10-17T03:34:00.000-07:00

THERE IS A LIZARD ON MY BED!!! seriously, why in my bed?? why???

things are going well! less days to spend on review, electricity seems to be running low on our second floor, thieves are out and about, mistresses parading the sanctity of our territory and of course 42 days to go before the big day.

sleeping naked with a book on the face
Principle of Diffusion
from higher concentration (book) to lower concentration (brain)

now upon my inspection of my camera, I found some interesting photos that I do remember but it seems I'm not in any of these photos. sad story but its still part of my autistic world. first and foremost, remember the thing about group 2, yeah apparently their review sucks. they should be in our group, it suck more. our classes have no clear schedule, kinda reminds me of the weather forecast, and its really a waste of allowance! at least inform us when we're still at home, sleeping. only 42 days to go (36 according to RJ) and its the judgment day and I still feel like I haven't done anything worthwhile for the past months! and for the things I've read, they're slowly leaving my mind... and all they had to do is wiggle their way out! and its working!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! this can't get any worse...

well apparently it gets worse for my allowance. hormones demand food, and she wants the expensive food.

of all the expensive foods out there, my hormones had to demand the one thing even my soul could never ever resist, SBARRO!! this Italian restaurant has robbed me a lot of times and I never learn, avoiding the place doesn't work as well since my feet would practically bring me to this place. my wallet is crying, I can hear it but what can I do? the pineapples keep calling me, telling me to eat them! I must obey! can't resist stupidity impulse!!

before I forget, let me introduce you to a really famous character from a book. unfortunately, I might not be able to see this movie since I'll be in the mountains BUT(T) if a girl's will to watch such movie is strong enough to go down the mountains, sure why not? hmm... well that's it for now. ants are starting to invade my floor as well. what is wrong with my room?? first the lizard and now ants?! where did I go wrong??

Drawing the line

2009-10-16T21:00:00.000-07:00

ever since my brain has been capable of keeping memories, the only childhood memory I have up to present memories of my father haven't been well pleasant at all. and it continues to become more and more unpleasant with each passing day. I thought people tend to be wiser and much more spiritual or close to God when the years start adding up to their life span, but I guess it doesn't apply to all. what I'm trying to say is that I suppose it's quite official (for me) that my father isn't going to be self-actualized this lifetime.

trying to pray for his conversion is more of a challenge than studying for the upcoming boards exam this November. I guess this is one of the many reasons why I can't wait for the in-house experience. 30 days without him in constant company would mean my haven for a temporary time, then I am willing to go to that isolated mountain, even if it means no internet and civilization for a month or so.

we have the same blood in our bodies?
how disgusting...

though I am here to release some frustrations concerning with the XY-chromosomes, it seems I can only find these dysfunctions in the older generation, my parent's generation for that matter. they get weird ideas from the weirdest places and to think its our generation that have been on the rampage plus the technological impact in our daily life, seems the parents arent' going to lose. I even heard that some of my friend's parents have facebook already. sucks for them though, thank goodness they haven't discovered this side of the web yet. viva blogger!!

moving to the other depressing and frustrating matters that can be seen in the positive light if given the bright tone and pitch, the bitches are back! and they keep on coming, this time with better and cleaner excuses to stay with their hosts. these parasites can't seem to get enough money, and now here they are trying to wiggle their way in whatevers left in our much broken home. teology or deontology? not sure why they are and but I'm quite sure I know what they want,

"bi, mangayo ku ug load beh. hurot na btaw aku."

how expensive are the prepaid loads for the sun network now? I think highschoolers can afford them with their little savings if they really want to.

and lastly, if he thinks that all men aren't men if they don't have mistresses, then God forgive me for all the diabolical plans parading my soul right now. I don't think I can stand such belief.

Quote: Chess and Love

2009-10-15T05:33:00.000-07:00

true love is like a man playing chess...
always afraid of losing his queen

Pre-test genocide

2009-10-14T19:18:00.000-07:00

Review, and here we are once more, slowly killing on what little ego we have left. =_=
What's sadder is that none of the reviewees has a say for this
Genocidal session. When will the horror end? And RJ is quite ecstatic with our stressed and anxious (my hormones are telling me to feed him to the piranhas).

Flash report:
USC is starting with their in-house today at the Talamban retreat house. I was planning on visiting my good friend, Robin, there. Sadly, visiting days are only Sundays. Booo~ I'm still planning on going on a non-Sunday. Mwahahaha!

For other matters, praying to get something at least 30, it seems God is in a good mood for today.
Well then, goodbye! And thank you, God

It's true!!

2009-10-12T20:44:00.000-07:00

So here I am, wandering around sm for quite sometime and it's true!! They do have free wifi here! What joy, now if only the rest of the world would follow their ways. I'm currently resting here on cyberzone, surrounded with all the gadgets and games, which reminds me ps3 is only 20k! Egad!! If only I have the money right now, I would definitely buy one right now. SM is kinda quiet today, well it is a Tuesday plus re typhoon and all, which reminds me again, I don't have my umbrella!! Curses!!

Now for other matters regarding today, let me answer a few questions that is most probably running around your little heads (or not):
1. I'm currently here because of an errand.
2. Been here since 10:30
3. Will leave as soon as I am done with my errand
4. All things they have in here seems to have raised
5. As usual, NBS still don't have any signal for the sum networks
6. I see CDU girls wearing black bra and not tying their hair *glare*
7. I'm thinking about corns for some strange reasons.

Ah, also prior to my random walking in the vicinity, I seem to have devoured more than the usual meal my stomach can hold up and now, my tum-tum is quite mad. Actually it's throwing tantrums right about now, can't blame her. Gotta finish this damn errand now so I can go home, I still have to read some nursing-related literature! Best of luck to me now, *taps myself*

Fundamentals of Passing and Peri-Operative Dying

2009-10-12T03:54:00.000-07:00

5 days ago, we had 5 glorious review-free and guilt filled days. now the past 5 days were now spent on some notorious review session with a very notorious and twisted reviewer (she seems to have this grudge for people sleeping during her discussion but doesn't give a damn if we talk loud enough to insult her right on the face). and so the story begins with this really odd reviewer and how useful her "teachings" are.

Day 1
Oct. 8, 2009
Pre-test day!! and a little incident brought to you by Phi 2nd generation (wait, is that us?), group 2, batch 2. apparently, the Rivergate group 2 made were being mean to RJ the day before. they had this integrated exam worth 200 items and of course after that would be the focalization. now the best, not to mention the only. person worthy to focalize the exams is none other than this really skinny guy, RJ. now while focalizing the 200 item exam, it is rather expected that the focalization would be... uhh... longer than the usual. since RJ tries to cover up as much as possible, so what happened next, the focalization didn't end on the expected time. it was longer (longest for the group 2, I'm sure) which made the reviewees a litte edgy and yelled/shouted/screamed things to the skinny guy.

"What time nah?"

"12 nah"

"Wala pa ta mahuman?"

those are just a few of the things they yelled at him. of course, for a skinny guy who was probably doing his very best (and fastest) to finish the review got pissed off that he walked out of the room. trying to calm down is inner-self, he tried to avoid the evil (non-maleficence) and in order to do that, he went to the Mdm. Sanchez (chain of command) to ask if it she would allow if he wouldn't focalize on group 2 for a few days. of course, one needs to know the reason and the story-telling begins. from there I'm pretty sure things will start to connect. Mdm. Sanchez told our dean the dean called the entire faculty for a meeting and viola~! one of the notorious clinical instructors came over the review center to have the "talk", and since he was deprived of his true prey, he lashed his inner feelings to the only recipient, our group.

Day 2
Oct. 9, 2009
the official day for our review on Fundamentals of Nursing was held on Hall 1, where the room was too "close". ever heard of shoulder-to-shoulder writing? this was probably the most literal form of it too. the day began with one of the big shots narrating once again the incident and of course warning us, if ever we were to follow their foot steps and the introduction of the reviewer which consumed probably 2 hours and a half. couldn't they just skip on the fancy past accomplishments of the reviewer? anyway, the reviewer was a little... how to say this... sensitive. too sensitivie I suppose.

Day 3
Oct. 10, 2009
held on Hall 2, this time the cold room took away all sanity I had left. I was barely listening to the reviewer, too busy keeping myself warm and alive. the jacket barely had any warm effect on my cyanotic body since the two of them were pointing their evil cold air molecules right in our direction and the reviewer loathes, despises, hates reviewees who sleeps during her discussion. now that sucks, a lot. well nothing much happened this day, if I may remember correctly.

Day 4, 2009
Oct. 11, 2009
last day for Fundamentals of Nursing plus a post-test to see if we learned something from the reviewer. sure the horror of her pronunciation was still there (iron = "ayron") and of course the back-stabbing reviewees who try to remain awake for her review. by the end of the day, my hand was seriously trembling from all the writing. the post-test was so-so if one listened to her discussion. I pray that I will remember those lessons, but what's the most hilarious event here was learning the computations. I am a person who never did love math, even way back then. and it seems math continues to haunt me, even up to this time! so the reviewer was teaching us some formulas and computations, of course if the formula is there all one needs to do is just put the corresponding values and eventually an answer is out, how come we, I, always get syntax error? hahaha, goes to show that math and me were never meant to be.

Day 5, 2009
Oct. 12, 2009
first and last day for Peri-operative nursing, and the day my right hand is probably going to develop carpal tunnel if I don't give it any rest from all the writing!! 8am-3pm, non-stop, fast paced writing with little breaks in between isn't good for my right hand. another unexpected and unannounced post-test was to be held this day as well, oh joy!! plus a typhoon just entered the Philippine territory not to mention the really cold air molecules circulating the hall!! on the bright side, we were able to finish the review a little earlier than the usual. thank goodness!

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now moving to other important things:

it seems the drama has began! to those people involved, check the drama-o-meter now.
the air conditioner seems to be getting colder and colder with each passing day. don't blame the -Ber months now
only 46 days to go before November NLE
I sense some evil presence on the review
my good friend is now barely late since she is always absent
it's still raining

and lastly a little video for all good people would like to enjoy:

Dango Daikazoku

2009-10-06T16:40:00.000-07:00

I'm sure you've heard of the song like a million times already though for the lot out there who has not encountered Clannad, oh nooooooes... no wonder you are one of those pessimistic, gloomy, rude and extremely irritable people out there. you need a healthy dose of Clannad and Clannad after story of course that is available right here. moving on to other things relevant to this post, the Dango Daikazoku song. a very significant song to this anime, probably the heart and soul of the anime as well with different version too. I'll try to get accomodate you with all the lyrics I can find.

season one ending: Dango Daikazoku

A Big Dango Family
Vocals: Chata
Lyrics: Maeda Jun
Composition: Maeda Jun
Arrangement: Takumaru
Chorus: Marie, Kunai Uri, Rio, Morrigan, Fujieda Akane, Chata, Takumaru

Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

The naughty fried dango, the kind red bean dango
The Mid-Autumn Festival dango that tends to dream a little
The prim sesame dango, the four dango on a skewer
Everyone, everyone comes together and it’s a family of 100s

The baby dango is always within happiness
The aged dango has its eyes narrowed

The chummy dango hold their hands together and make a big, round ring
They build a town on the dango planet and everyone laughs together
The rabbit is trying to wave in the sky; the huge moon
Is rounding up everything, happy things and sad things, too

The chummy dango hold their hands together and make a big, round ring
They build a town on the dango planet and everyone laughs together
The rabbit is trying to wave in the sky; the huge moon
Is rounding up everything, happy things and sad things, too

Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

Dango Daikazoku
Vocals: Chata

Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

Yancha na yaki-dango yasashii an-dango
Sukoshi yumemigachi na tsukimi-dango
Osumashi goma-dango yotsugo kushi dango
Minna minna awasete hyakunin kazoku

Aka-chan dango wa itsumo shiawase no naka de
Toshiyori dango wa me o hosometeru

Nakayoshi dango te o tsunagi ooki na marui wa ni naru yo
Machi o tsukuri dango hoshi no ue minna de waraiau yo
Usagi mo sora de te o futte miteru dekkai o-tsuki-sama
Ureshii koto kanashii koto mo zenbu marumete

Nakayoshi dango te o tsunagi ooki na marui wa ni naru yo
Machi o tsukuri dango hoshi no ue minna de waraiau yo
Usagi mo sora de te o futte miteru dekkai o-tsuki-sama
Ureshii koto kanashii koto mo zenbu marumete

Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

だんご大家族
歌:茶太
作詞:麻枝准
作曲:麻枝准
編曲:たくまる
コーラス:真理絵、くない瓜、Rio、Morrigan、藤枝あかね、茶太、たくまる

だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　大家族
だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　大家族

やんちゃな焼きだんご　やさしいあんだんご
すこし夢見がちな　月見だんご
おすましごまだんご　四つ子串だんご
みんなみんなあわせて　100人家族

赤ちゃんだんごはいつも幸せの中で
年寄りだんごは目を細めてる

なかよしだんご　手をつなぎ　大きなまるい輪になるよ
町をつくり　だんご星の上　みんなで笑いあうよ
うさぎもそらで手をふってみてる　でっかいおつきさま
うれしいこと　悲しいことも　全部まるめて

なかよしだんご　手をつなぎ　大きなまるい輪になるよ
町をつくり　だんご星の上　みんなで笑いあうよ
うさぎもそらで手をふってみてる　でっかいおつきさま
うれしいこと　悲しいことも　全部まるめて

だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　大家族
だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　大家族

だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　大家族
だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　だんご　大家族

and here we have the Nagisa version of the song. Episode One of Clannad, season one. this is a fandub, do not be confused!

and here we have the last version of it all, A Tiny Palm last episode of Clannad After Story. its truly heart-warming, I RECOMMEND IT~~!! Highly too!! WATCH!! YOU HAS TO WATCH ETZ!!

Vow, Promise, Oath, Pledge, etc...

2009-10-06T07:20:00.000-07:00

I WILL PASS THE NOVEMBER NLE EXAM THIS YEAR!!

waaaaaaaaaah!! nahadlok nuon ku dah. ahak bya!!

What are those things?!

2009-10-05T23:53:00.000-07:00

2:59pm
Home, @ my big brother's air conditioned room

I have officially wasted another good half day for reading doing something else. not good for my health and all things related to it, but on the bright side, I feel betterest now! and I also got these things to share or just post.

actually there are 15 of them... the other one is a present. hahaha well, self-actualization for today, 100% (is that even possible?) now I shall go to Udan and let him bore me to sleep~! the people in here have no idea I have once again placed them on icons. mwahahaha. oh wells, I'm too much in a good mood to be sulk now.

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles

2009-10-03T19:27:00.000-07:00

presenting another CLAMP masterpiece with a very complicated love story not to mention a variety of character crossovers from their other works,

TSUBASA CHRONICLES

composed of 3 seasons and 28 mangas, this anime/manga is well received by most hopeless romantics out there, weather they are otakus or not. the plot is kinda hard to explain but I'll try my best to narrate without spoilers thought the chances of doing that would be pretty slim since this anime has crossovers all over the place.

now season one begins with Syaoran returning from another archeological expedition, just right after he greeted his father's photo, a glomping Sakura, princess of the Clow Country, greets him. around this time, Sakura was about to tell him something really important only to be disturbed by her big brother, the King of the country, Toya, with a really big gong! this was a signal for her to return home (if my memory serves me correct). though I'm not sure what happened around here anymore, my memory is starting to deteriorate

now season two begins in a car race! flying cars to be exact, though the plot remains the same. more crossover characters and the story begins to get more serious here. it is in this season more revelations about Sakura's feathers and about Kurogane's past are revealed. though sadly, it didn't end here.

lets not forget the last season (maybe) TOKYO REVELATIONS:
where everything you've seen in the anime (2 seasons) no longer make any relevant connection. well this is also an OAV, so yeah. most OAVs don't make much sense to the series, but TRC is a little different. how so? mm... it's a CLAMP work with lots of twists, OOOH~ TWISTS!!

A million dollar question

2009-10-03T16:41:00.000-07:00

2 days ago, we had our review at Dyno building where all legal issues and ethical principles concerning the nursing career is involved, not to mention our spiritual being and, the most important of them all, our sanity. and why our sanity is involved, well that's most probably because our speaker reminds us of our clinical instructor back in nursing school. the ever moody and always in a hormonal dilemma, Sir Boroy. the speaker was kind but his entire being (tone, features, BUILT, mannerism, etc) has the B-element. and people were getting sleepy too, I even escaped day 1, second half of his lecture.

leaving our speaker behind, we move on to what happened next, POST TEST! a very funny one too since most of the reviewees (probably) passed that exam and no one was REALLY listening to him. neutral feelings there since we suffered his lecture and passing the post test, BOOYAH!

and since it was a friday night, feelings start to suffocate me by that time and thank goodness the gang was in the mood to eat outside! I BADLY NEEDED COMPANY THAT TIME >_< *nearly faints* and so while deciding where to eat (Dim Sum vs. Calda) our driver's wife made the final decision. Banawa Calda, here we come~~ waiting for our food was tolerable since we had a magician/trickster buddy. hahaha, it seems Keith is now into those "the hands must be faster than the eye" thing, and was also eager to perform a few tricks/magics right before us. sadly, I already knew most of his tricks (thank you Daddy Numm). and while eating, continuous talking and talking until the pizza mysteriously left only one slice, pinoys... so who devoured the last bite? the person who made the final decision! GO CRIZ!!

so after the food feast, back to "the red car" and on our way home. and this is where that question popped out:

which would be more acceptable/tolerable for you, abusing "I'm sorry" or never saying I'm sorry at all?

I never found my answer for this question. and I don't think I will be able to answer it any time soon. *scratches head*

TLM 3 - Ariel's Beginning

2009-09-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

The Little Mermaid: Ariel's Beginning is a 2008 Disney animated feature film, and the direct-to-video prequel to the 1989 film The Little Mermaid. Directed by Peggy Holmes, the film's story is set before the events of the original film, where all music has been banned from the underwater kingdom of Atlantica by King Triton, and his youngest daughter Ariel attempts to challenge this law. Jodi Benson and Samuel E. Wright reprise their roles as Ariel and Sebastian respectively, while Sally Field voices the film's new villain, Marina Del Rey, and Jim Cummings replaces Kenneth Mars as King Triton. Walt Disney Studios Home Entertainment released the film on August 26, 2008. The film openly contradicts certain events of the prequel television series, implying that it is an independent installment of Disney's The Little Mermaid franchise.

(thank you Wikipedia)

I suppose that clip alone will give much information about this movie, though a lot of critics found it creepy that the Queen looked too much like Ariel. *shrugs* I, for one, enjoyed this movie. and of course disney princesses are my all time favorite of the disney masterpieces, so do find an hour or so to enjoy the movie with your kids out there.

Another dignity depriving day

2009-09-29T02:29:00.000-07:00

do not let the wiggling anime blind you, for reality sucks (for now). and thus, let us begin! Once upon a time, in a really urban, polluted and elevator-deprived building, there were a group of reviewees who arrived around 7-7:45am in the morning on the very same building for their review. unfortunately, the guard arrives 5-10 minutes before 8, which makes the reviewees want to flay the damn guard alive.

yeah sucks for us, thanks a lot first batch

and now we move on to the next phase of our Calvary, the really, really, really fast talking speaker! sure I remember praying to God for a reviewer who wouldn't spend 20-30minutes on one slide but this one only spared 15-60 seconds per slide. I think she ate something really bad too since I saw her use the comfort room right after giving us our break. or she just talks really, really, really fast! she clicks on the laptop, then we try to copy whatever was on the board, so naturally we look at our notes and when we look up, she's already 2-3 slides away from the slide we were copying! so while she was talking about DOH (the never ending story of DOH), I was busy writing a certain list, 100 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE list. and of course I was able to finish it! weeeee~ seriously, it's not easy to think about things you want to do before you die, and its pretty hard but I managed to do it! hahaha

to those who can understand (n_n)

due to some certain viral infection that has spread among us in the building, people started manifesting s/s of some sort. while others were just bored enough, the others weren't able to awaken due to some thermal reasons (cold air + comforter = heaven) and others were M.I.A, so the focalization was more uhh... bleaker than the usual plus our oh so wise powerdev researcher just had to rub salt, vinegar, chili and ethyl alcohol on our already infected, inflamed and super wounded egos, yeah... one can only imagine how much of a sadist that guy was and how much of a masochist are we for staying on the building.

SADIST!!

so in conclusion, the morning speaker was useless and the afternoon focalization... yeah, it was... dignity depriving. of course due to these circumstances that has added more stress in our remaining freedom (61 days to go), what must one do to be spared of such monstrosity?

chocolates and ice cream is also applicable but I prefer bubbles. the simple joy of blowing them and of course annoying certain people who are around me, especially during lunch breaks! well that's news from the great reviewees-may-not-use-the-elevator building. now for other things random I found in my camera:

random vacation days we never knew would still exist

we were given 2 days rest, again. well the review center is like the weather forecast, always changing prior to notice. so what happened during those 2 days, I was here, well in this house. nothing out of the ordinary, if you consider being invaded by a colony of ants in your very room. I seem to be a very sweet person since I don't only attract bees and hornets, now I attract ants! I must be made of pure sugary sugar coated with sugar goodness of sugar.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!

the colony has taken over the other side of my room!! and I don't even remember eating anything sweet or leaving anything sweet in my room for that matter. Where did these... red things come from!?! good thing they didn't try creeping their way up to my bed *faints* so for 3 days they continued to build their humble little colony right there, the nerve! of course I would have left them alone, then I realized... I want to sleep on the floor too~ and the floor isn't big enough for the both of us, so one has got to go! SQUATTERS!!

GENOCIDE!!

of course the colony retaliated a day after the mass killing. they found my weak spot, they invaded my LUNCH!!! little minions of the dark side!! thank goodness my cousin was in a good mood to share her rice, at least my mini-embutidos were spared from their evil clutches. which reminds me of another thing, welcome to my wall, I call it, the wall.

I'm not rich enough to buy those cork board things, and I don't have the resources to create one, so I guess this will have to do. a wall, post its, photos and lots and lots of tapes. and there you have it, instant cork board in a wall! a cork board minus the brown thingy, though I think that's the cork. and a friendly reminder to all

BED REST
is the best nursing intervention for all diseases.

MY OTHER BABY!!

2009-09-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!

after two days of pleading, bargaining, threats and prayers, MY YM HAS FINALLY RETURNED TO MEEEE~~!! at exactly 11:39pm, the minions of the dark side has finally returned my little angel!! aaaaaaah~ I pray they didn't do anything... inappropriate with it. i've been checking my YM now, seems normal. nothing out of the ordinary... good! *whew*

I need to think of a better and much complicated password, these guys are good! CURSE YOU!!

I found something

2009-09-23T22:49:00.000-07:00

I was just about to read about Acute Epiglotitis when I came across something VERY familiar... and then... *poof* here it is!! I never thought something this old yet very funny is still here, and there's more!

let's see... umm... this was around first year, we had our fine dinning and since our section didn't prepare any special number whatsoever an idea hit me and thus the result! hahaha, thank goodness this girl's skin was already thick enough to perform such number, though she did need some help. hahaha.

thanks to the following:

Angelie - for lip singing and acting
Jessa - for hiding under the table and singing
Box - B, Ate Girley and Arens - for the gay scene
Pedro and Jecson - for the second but I'm not so sure what they were doing scene
Kitty - for the filming
and the random people beside me, who's voices could easily be identified (Dada Wong and Uncle Jude) - for the moral support

this was a good clip, at least now I don't have to force myself.

Kaleido Star

2009-09-23T22:23:00.000-07:00

Plot:
Sora, a young girl from Japan, comes to America in search of her dream. She wants, with all her heart, to be a member of the famous Kaleido Stage, a combination of musicals, acrobatics and magical effects. With the help of her friends, she struggles to make this dream come true.

well basically, a girl who wishes to join the circus. I know every kid dreams of being a part of the circus (I do! I do!!). I haven't seen nor read the manga, but I think I would prefer the anime, since doing the spectacular stunts is way better seen moving plus it defies all things proven by those wacky-haired geniuses in the past that has currently made student's life a lot miserable! the flying, tossing, not falling and getting any scratches... yeah it also defies the medical field as well. if you really want to know, how about a glimpse of the anime instead? I think this is way much better than just me talking randomly while trying to ignore... OMG!! COOKIE!!

the undying TB

2009-09-23T06:14:00.000-07:00

yeah, listen to them and their evil ways

it was never ending, ever since first year, the moment we had our very first nursing class, TB was already introduced and now it still haunts us like this really weird looking lizard (shiny and scary). on the bright side, I've actually experienced something worst and this one is probably the second one. CHN was different, it exhausted me to the point where I was on the verge of strangling that really weird reviewer. she was also wearing some see-through clothes, so the guys were kinda disgusted when she was talking about CHN since her bra was right there, in front.... where they had to look at it. and endure such torture. oh well, I ditched that review but this review, I didn't have any choice. so yeah, might as well sleep in her class. she was bearable, in a way. at least she lets us sleep and her voice was really slow and monotonic.

bluntly speaking, communicable disease was a complete waste of time. at least I get to sleep and get some neat sleeping photos of the most active reviewees!

after 3 hours

after 30 minutes

right after she arrived, and late (15 minutes)

half day and the reviewer exhausted us with her ways. *yawns* now for some exciting matters such as

BUBBLES!!!

regression, the ultimate weapon for people who are stressed in life and the joy it brings to my fellow stressmates. it seems the pressure of the November NLE is taking its toll, as for me I just want to blow bubbles to let all my problems fly away~~

the List

2009-09-20T02:53:00.000-07:00

so while I was on my way to home, a thought hit me... like... like...

well like a bunch of stuff! so pondering and squeezing all my heart's desire, I have come up with a list that will help me in becoming self-actualized for this... short period of time!

LIST OF MOVIES I WANT TO WATCH AGAIN:

George of the Jungle (the first one)
Sinbad (the cartoons)
Liar Liar
UP
Cinderella Story

THE FOOD I WANT TO EAT:

pizza~ pizza~ pizza~ (I'm devouring this tomorrow)
pancit canton (tomorrow)
siomai (tomorrow)
CORN! (not sure)
mangoes~ (must mean the ripe ovum is somewhere over there)
bananas
noodles
watermelon
rambutan
bilbao (some chinese food thingy I suppose)

THE THINGS I WANT TO DO:

play ps2 games again!!
blog-blog-blog-blog
take a bath for 5 hours
sun dance under the rain
rain dance under the sun
play tag with Kiba
sleep naked
run around in my undies

now looking at this reminds me of my other hidden list. I need to finish that one else I'll die unhappy! well surely I won't let that happen, so here I go~~

LOLdogs

2009-09-15T05:06:00.000-07:00

http://ihasahotdog.com/
I know you want to.
join the dark side~!!!

Time Warps and a Bottle of Water

2009-09-15T00:53:00.000-07:00

one can imagine the horror of being forced to leave the comfortable sanctuary you are residing to attend the most redundant and irrelevant seminar of all time, and you only go there for the sake of your allowance. that's right, BON or Board of Nursing has once again wasted half of my day with their unnecessary talk about certain things (PRC, what happens during the NLE, what to expect for the intensive review and yada-yada-yada). so what happens next? student barely survived the torture, as for me, I died before I could listen to the speaker.

it wasn't the redundancy, boredom, and monotonic speaker. well partly, yes. but it focuses more on hormones that continue to poke my right ovary. as of now, I would like to make it official that it has been 3 days since the poking began, and sadly it's not getting any better. it may have progressed to jabbing or worse... STABBING!! now the sad part of this is that no matter how much I ingest medications to relieve this poking, now progressing to jabbing, sensation the meds aren't having any effect. could it be that I have gone immune to this pain... does that make me a masochist?! nah, I still loathe the pain even after all this time, so I can proclaim that I am still average.

sitting while listening to a monotonic speaker was torture, but sitting while listening to a monotonic speaker WITH prostaglandins jabbing my right ovary half a day is definitely an experience worth to die for! also, that evil former notorious ex-chair of the BON didn't gave us any break for today. WITCH!! thank goodness Toni gave me something edible, bless her good soul, and the food she gave us! it was like a bigger version of mallows but only one treat inside per pack.

half the day wasted, and the other half... more or else wasted too. the guys missed watching some movies so they decided its high-time we have this little get together.

and I'm quite sure with that trailer alone and with a bit of common sense, I'm sure you know what the movie is about. so need for further narration, so do please watch.

and now for other news... due to hormonal instability, two of my good friends have voluntarily decided to take care of my while my real owner is off fighting the evils of Med School (is what they said), though the other one was just merely flirting, the other one seemed sincere(ish). all in all, I was just glad that I had a shoulder to bite on. which reminds me:

for future purposes. I know it'll come in handy.

moving on, now that I have stated certain things, I guess it is time I continue stating more things, FOOD CRAVINGS to be exact. when hormones strikes, girls can't help it but be hormony, (mood swings, sudden food cravings, "gigil" issues and more). right now I am manifesting what I just stated on the previous sentence but more on food cravings.

LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO EAT RIGHT NOW:
(in hormonal order)

pancit canton
sunny-side up eggs
hotdogs on bun
noodles
sandwich
cookies
siomai
fish
beefsteak
burger steak
fries
PIZZA~~

unfortunately, I haven't even eaten any of those T_T this is just so sad. well there is always tomorrow *dreams of pizza*

Saikyou Venus

2009-09-13T23:03:00.000-07:00

so here we have Aoi who is a weak girl, A REALLY, REALLY weak girl. One day, on the roof, she was about to be "attacked" by some perverted guys until suddenly, the strongest and most feared guy in the school (Takumi) comes crashing in, covered in the blood of the two half-dead guys in his hands!! The boys run away, leaving Aoi behind just when Takumi was about to reach to her, she faints. The next day, there's rumors going around that... Aoi is Takumi's girlfriend!?

another oneshot manga that is a must read for all those romantic at heart. totally hilarious though one would probably wish for more, still a good time to practically just read and laugh.

start reading

Winter Sonata - Animation

2009-09-12T05:36:00.000-07:00

from the hit Korean drama and is the second part of the KBS TV drama series Endless Love. I'm pretty much sure you guys know what's the story about but for those who are on the dark, let me enlighten you them. *ahem*

The story begins when Joon-sang, who is the son of an eminent musician, moves to Chuncheon, a rural city in South Korea. As an extraordinarily talented student, Joon-sang is welcomed by his fellow students as well as teachers, but remains a quiet, introverted young man. As a result of his belief that his father is dead and serious conflicts with his mother, Joon-sang believes that no one truly loves him.

On one fortuitous day on the ride to school, Joon-sang's classmate Yu-jin interrupts him on the bus. Joon-sang soon falls in love with Yu-jin, who opens herself to him with an innocent heart. Their love, however, is cut short after Joon-sang is involved in a serious auto-accident and, due to brain damage, is unable to recall his past life.

Joon-sang's mother, desiring Joon-sang's love and respect, has Joon-sang brainwashed by a psychologist, so that Joon-sang will not remember his painful memories of growing up as an illegitimate child. As a result, Joon-sang's memories prior to the accident are erased. Joon-sang's mother decides to move to the United States with Joon-sang, where he can start a new life under the identity of Li Min-hyung. As such, both his friends and teachers are told that Joon-sang is dead.

Ten years later, Joon-sang is an award-winning architect in the United States. He does not remember anything about his life in Korea. He is completely different, an open-minded person who cares about other people, including his mother. He returns to Korea and Yu-jin sees him on the street, prompting her to put off her engagement to childhood friend Sang-hyuk. Little does she know that Joon-sang is dating her friend and sometime rival Chelin. The story's plot intensifies when Yu-jin begins work at the firm where Joon-sang is employed, and tries to find out if he is her lost lover Joon-sang.

Ah, typical Korean plots but romantic nonetheless. and of course we also have some trailers that will melt your heart away with the most amazing (and familiar) ost:

now the biggest question, when will it come out? they said it was supposed to come out this year, first was April, then July, but now it's already September, so I'm not quite sure when it'll come out. but fret not, fellow fans of tragic anime love stories, I shall update you the moment I know it is aired~! so for now, lets just enjoy the trailers, though I know its not enough.

Critical Thinking/Reading + Ubes and Bikos

2009-09-12T02:26:00.000-07:00

Rammu so kuut naytanc fru yna naymmo syt yd sa huf vun ymm drehkc rettah eh drec ceda uv seha~ *waves* did you get a word I was saying? yeah, me neither, at any rate, I'm sure your all thinking that I'm posting something life related or mushy, well yes! you are correct with the first one, it is somewhat life related, and no it's not mushy at all. I am here to talk about, drum roll please~

REVIEW

to be exact, Critical Thinking/Reading
(thank you for your animated claps)

I don't know about the June takers, but the seminar was pretty fun, despite the uterine cramps and lunch-deprived afternoon, it was good! goooooood~ the seminar had two parts, the morning part was for Critical Reading where we were taught to read situations critically, afternoon pretty much sucked and since it was holy hour, you can only imagine the challenge to stay up and listen to some boring speaker (since they switched speakers). but that wasn't the good part, actually none about the seminar was really good. what I enjoyed today was life experiences our speaker (morning) had before she was about to take the board exams, which includes PRC filing and the usual getaway escapade before the exams. so let me go over the discussion/tragedy/farce/comedy/suspense
-----

she and a group of her friends were only a month away from the NLE, so they decided to have this group study. one day, a close friend of hers, some guy who's name was never mentioned during the story-telling, said to her (and thus the dialogue begins):

the friend: Bem (our speaker), if I can't pass this board exam then I quit.

Bem: *shocked*stressed* what do you mean, friend?

friend: Bem, I'm already at my limit! I'm super stressed and if I can't pass this exam, then I quit.

Bem: *starts to feel the terror run through her veins as she listens to her friend slowly succumbing to the evils of the NLE as time starts ticking on their clock*clears throat*goes for therapeutic communication skills she has acquired* This must be difficult time for you. What are your plans?

friend: Bem...

Bem: *active listening and eye contact* ..........

friend: MAG ARTISTA KU!
-----

Nov. NLE was drawing near, of course for a person who wishes to partake with this sadistic examinations, one has to go through "some" series of unfortunate events.

the day after graduation, one week since the beginning of their review: she lost her dream phone

a month after she lost her phone: her car got mugged right at the driver's place (of all places)

one week to go before the deadline of PRC filing: she lost her PRC files
----side story:
after 3 hours of waiting outside the delivery room for that one signature of the nurse, finally she was done, though the nurse had the nerve to ask for some free food, LEECH!! she was on her last step, the clinical instructor's signature but it seems fate wasn't done teasing her yet.

CI: just leave it on my table and come back tomorrow
-tomorrow-
CI: just get your file on my table

Bem: *searches the table* O_o wtf!?! *searches the table again* O_O *dies*
-next day_
Bem: *Sisa-like state of mind* PRC~! PRC~!! ANAK, ASAN KA NA?

-3 days left until deadline-
Bem: *looks at God* Okay God, I understand. I know you don't want me to take the boards now, I'll just take next year. I understand. I really do!

*PRC FILES APPEAR ON HER TABLE*

Bem: FILES~! *heavenly song* Where have you been? Why didn't you take me with you? *looks at her batchmates* Who, who is the heavenly angel that sent my PRC back into my arms?

another drunkard friend: *wrinkles nose*slightly raises hand via Jecson Carvajal style* Bheem... na dala naku imong files. Aku na lang sad gpa-pirmahan aron dili ka masuko.

moral of the story: If it is for you, then it will always come back. and a drunkard friend, so nice to kill.

2 weeks before the board exam: her moody/emotional boyfriend (who has no right by the way, since men don't have any monthly) dumped her
-----

REVIEW TIME

sitting arrangement:

a female who reads all MS books - BEM - her drunk/hangover buddy
1st week - Kozier
2nd week - Brunner
3rd week - Ignata
-----

2 days before NLE and they decided to tour all the places they've goofed around. one place they were going was this mountainous region where bottomless pineapple juice is only 20php.

driver: their good buddy who is extremely good when it comes to behind the wheels exhibitions (such as trying to overtake 10-wheeler trucks, speeding up over 60kph zones, U-turns on non-U-turn areas and more)

passengers: the gang with one hysterical friend

on a highway road that can only be compared to trans-central highway, where their good buddy was trying to overtake a 10-wheeler truck

driver: *tries to overtake for the first time*

passengers: *silently praying*believes they won't die since they're still going to take the NLE*

hysterical friend: don't overtake! Don't overtake!!

driver: *2nd attempt to overtake but fails*

passengers: *still praying and believing though really silent*

hysterical friend: *already crying* Don't overtake!! Don't overtake!! I don't wanna die!!

driver: *3rd attempt to overtake*

-they were greeted by another 10-wheeler truck which was coming towards their direction-

hysterical friend: I'M STILL A VIRGIN!!

para lang sa bottomless pineapple juice

-----

due to accumulation of excessive unnecessary nutrients that are usually stored in our bellies, we usually call it as "bil-bil", the speaker and her circle of friends decided to have some sort of group jogging prior to their review classes.

Bem: *jogging then notices a couple*

couple: *jogging while holding hands*

-after a few minutes-

Bem: *rests on the bleachers*

couple: *after jogging, starts stretching while facing each other*

Bem: *notices them but doesn't give a damn but still watching them*

couple: *prepares their equipments*

Bem: *starts to look around*

girl: *grabs the middle sized dumbbell and starts* oooh~

Bem: !!! *looks at the girl*

apparently, every time the girl raises the dumbbell, she makes a moaning sound

guy: YEEEEEES~!

Bem: (wtf!?!) *turns to guy*

apparently, every time the guy raises his bigger dumbbell, he also makes a sound

Bem: *closes eyes*

couple: ooooh~!! YEEEEEEES~!! ooooooh~!! YEEEEEEEEEES~!! ooooooooh~!!! YEEEEEEEEES~!

Bem: *sweating and leaves the premises*
-----

I'm sure your still thinking about the couple, anyway that was the best seminar I've had ever since ever. no breaks, no free food, but the speaker was definitely inspirational. I'm really glad I didn't ditch that seminar, I would have missed all those glorious stories! hahaha.

but the kidding aside, seriously, I'm quite glad I did go to that seminar, listening to her speak gave me this teeny-tiny spark of light to my dark asylum. I still have my doubts but listening to her talk to us about those things, especially the funny ones, made me a tad bit happy. now that I have my little spark back, I guess the only thing left is for me to start reading the books.

damn me, my nose is all stuffy and I have acute altered thermoregulation: hyperthermia... I shouldn't have taken a bath... booooo~!! nothing a little rest can't cure, now. *sneezes* damn this cold and fever! CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARSE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOU~~~ *wiggles*

oh and another thing, UBES AND BIKOS.
have you ever noticed that most couples here in Cebu call their darlings with western pet names (e.g cupcake, muffin, sweetheart) not only that but the most abused pet name of all, "BEH" (short version for Baby). though I don't call my dearest with such pet name, isn't it rather disturbing that when you call your girlfriend or boyfriend with such pet name on the malls and almost everyone looks at you? yeah, I thought you might have encountered such scenery but fret no more, a new pet name has been made for us Filipinos!

if they have cupcakes, muffins and sweethearts on the west, behold...

UBES AND BIKOS!!

are filipino delicacies that could be a dessert for some occasions. for instance, a festival or party with a pinoy theme (Buwan ng Wika could be one), these sweet foods could be served. and we don't stop there. no, no, no, no. you see, they also mean something:

UBE - oh baby
BIKO - Baby ko

pinoy? most definitely. now spread the new pet name found in our pinoy delicacies, start calling your boy/girlfriends with UBES AND BIKOS, there is also Puto, Kalamay, whatever fancies you and your other half.

so this is where I end my ranting narration for today, till next time~ *sneezes* damn cold! aaaaaaaaaah!! *dies*

MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION:
how come a certain Chinese was in our group this day?
*looks at cousin*

Babies

2009-09-11T06:41:00.001-07:00

ah yes, good to be back, with some blogging business and yada-yada-yada. I'm pretty sure your all dying to kill me in different ways due to some hidden posts. well not my fault, now calm down! so I've hidden the two most posted blogs, its not like your all gonna die due to some unknown posts in the online-offline world *blink*blink*

so before you start poking me with all sharp objects, let me introduce you guys to my little darlings:

can you see them?

but if not then let me introduce you to my little darlings:

meet the eldest of them all, 飢餓的廚房 (Hungry Kitchen). this blog is the one you are currently on/ following/ stalking for that matter. used to be lonely, then what happened?
next up is the second and most emotional of all, Dra Tilg Caneac (The Duck Series) where you will find all those mushy things you are all so dying to hear. bleeeeeeeh~! hahaha
and lastly is True stories, the youngest and probably the most spunkiest of all.

and there you have it, my three little darlings, wherein only one is ready to face the world while the other two, are not ready. *whispers* they're afraid that big blogs out there might bully them. and there you have it. (n_n)

nothing much to tell from here on, but please take good care of my little angels *blink*blink*

School Days

2009-09-10T21:20:00.001-07:00

due to a sudden uproar on my previous post about tragic anime endings, and probably some gore, it has come to my attention that people were mighty curious about the story on the most twisted anime I have ever set my eyes upon. well, here I dedicated a post that will answer all of your questions. also thanks to you guys, I have once again boycotted my date with Udan. if he attacks you during your shower or sleep, don't blame me. so here it comes:

1. What is the Story about?
School days is about this geeky Japanese student, Itou Makoto, who commutes to school via trains. During his daily train rides to and from school, he becomes infatuated with fellow student Kotonoha Katsura; a girl that also commutes. When a new classmate acquaintance of his, Sekai Saionji, discovers his secret crush on Kotonoha, she helps introduce both of them to each other and over time they grow closer and agree to date. However in spite of her proud and triumphant matchmaking efforts, Sekai inadvertently becomes jealous of the new couple, having also developed feelings toward Makoto. ahh~ the usual love story but then again, its anime so here comes the unusual part (I suppose).

The following afternoon on her way home at the nearby train station in front of the school, Sekai finds Makoto waiting for Kotonoha to rendezvous for a date. He sits with her and reiterates his appreciation for her help, and feeling heavily indebted, offers repayment anyway he can. Though she believes he is overreacting, Sekai decides to redeem her obligation by placing a kiss on his lips as her train pulls in; quickly rushing into an open passenger car and happily bidding a dumbstruck Makoto luck on his date.

2. Does Makoto end up with Sekai or Kotonoha?
well if you just watched the video on my other post, you would see that Makoto died a horrible death but that is on the anime. as you can see, this anime is not based on some manga, more likely it is based on some adult visual novel. hentai? yep! originally released for the PC, it seems the Japs realized they could still make money once they start releasing it on DVD games for ps2, and there you have it! the game has 21 endings, there are fifteen good endings where the main character ends up with one of the obtainable heroines in the game. Of these endings, seven good endings are devoted to Kotonoha, five are given to Sekai, two are for Hikari, and one is with Otome. Of the other six endings, two are harem endings where the main character ends up with multiple girls. In one of these two, Sekai and Kotonoha both get together with Makoto, and in the other, Makoto has sex with various girls almost every day. There is one ending in the game which is only made available when certain conditions are met for one of Kotonoha's or Sekai's good endings entitled "Carnal Desire" (Kotonoha) and "Bavarois" (Sekai) where Makoto ends up getting Setsuna pregnant.

The final three endings featured in the game are the three bad endings which involve the death of one of the three main characters (either Makoto, Sekai, or Kotonoha) in violent circumstances. In one of these endings, Kotonoha kills Sekai in broad daylight with a saw to the neck; in another, Sekai stabs Makoto for leaving her for Kotonoha; and in the last bad end, Kotonoha kills herself by jumping off Makoto's apartment building after he chooses Sekai.

The PlayStation 2 version of School Days features five new endings, all of which involve the death of one of the main characters. Four of these endings involve a single death each where Makoto dies in one, Kotonoha dies in one, and Sekai dies in two of the four. The fifth ending involves the deaths of both Kotonoha and Sekai.

so there you have it, what can I say?

BURN THE UNFAITHFUL!!

3. where can I watch the series?
must I do everything for you guys? here

so that's the top 3 most asked questions about this series, so I guess I don't owe you guys anything anymore. enjoy watching this psychotic romance harem that has a very twisted plot not to mention ecchi and sick ending!

tally-hoooooooooooooo~!!

and now for the major spoiler of them all!

(starting at 2:04)
Sekai: your so cruel!
Sekai: you only thought of your happiness with Katsura-san!
Makoto: Se... Se...kai...
(5:00)
Kotonoha: Did you go to the hospital? She's a good doctor
Sekai: I didn't go
Kotonoha: Why didn't you go?
Sekai: I'll never go to any hospital that you recommend!
Kotonoha: Because it's a lie, right?
Sekai: What?
Kotonoha: In order to get his attention, you lied to him by saying you're having a baby
Sekai: You're wrong!
Kotonoha: What do you mean "you're wrong"?
Sekai: I'm really-
Kotonoha: Then you should be able to prove it to the hospital, wouldn't you? Also, there is no reason for you to give birth to his baby. Because, I am Makoto-kun's girlfriend, isn't that right?
Sekai: I also... I also wanted to be his girlfriend! Just for that reason I let him do whatever he wanted and endured everything! But then for what?! Why?!
Kotonoha: If it's for Makoto-kun... if it's for Makoto-kun, then he's right over there. How about you ask him yourself?
(6:44)
Kotonoha: Saionji-san, please allow me to confirm if what you are saying is true or not.
(7:35)
Kotonoha: Just as I thought, it was a lie after all. There is no one inside you

Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch Has A Glitch

2009-09-09T23:56:00.000-07:00

Lilo and her classmates are preparing to perform at the local May Day festival. Each student is required to create an original dance. While preparing for the competition, Stitch's past comes back to haunt him. It seems that after Stitch was created, Jumba did not get a chance to fully charge Stitch's molecules before they were both arrested. At first this glitch causes Stitch to revert to his old destructive programming, but it will ultimately destroy him if Jumba cannot create a fusion chamber before Stitch's energy runs out.

here we have another great Disney movie, well if you consider love being able to bring back to life, then yes this is one great movie! think of it this way, you bored and stuck with baby-sitting, what better way to divert all the kids destructive attention from your fragile pieces of art into a wide-screen afternoon cartoon? a sequel to the first Lilo & Stitch movie, this one is definitely another great afternoon sloth companion for all home buddies out there. The story continues with Stitch starting a rather destructive behavior in little Hawaii, only to find out he was having a nightmare. little did he know that his nightmare was slowly turning to reality when sudden glitches make him do the destructive things he used to do in the past. then we have Lilo, cute little Lilo who just kicked Mertle ass after telling Lilo she would never be like her mother. well, not exactly the best example for all the lil ones out there but when things have gone to far, its not bad to push some buttons back. then the sound track, what's Hawaii without Elvis? but I'm not here for Elvis, I barely know his songs, but even though I'm not much of a fan of his songs, listening to his songs play makes the young ones appreciate the good old classics.

let's not forget the "Always" sang by Dennis Kamakahi, where Lilo danced with her family in the final scene.

all in all, this was one great movie that I did enjoy! well it is a bit serious than the first movie, with life and death, but the good thing is they never stopped the cuteness of Stitch in here! another movie I will force my kids to watch in the near future!

TOUCHING ME~~!

Tragedy

2009-09-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

ah yes... its already 12:04 but it seems I have developed some nocturnal habits, I wonder where I caught them? anyhu, let me get back to some nocturnal randomness, after looking at some old anime openings/endings, the last anime I posted kinda reminded of a tragic love story... and then the urge to post some tragic events started to parade my entire well being!

DO NOT WATCH IF YOU DON'T LIKE SPOILERS!

anime: Mahou Negi Magi
episode 23: Asuna's Death

amine: Weiss Kreuz/ Knight Hunters
episode 22: Tot and Nagi's Death

amine: Weiss Kreuz/ Knight Hunters
episode 21: Neu's Death

anime: Kodocha/ Kodomo no Omocha
episode 83: Sana and Akito's official time over

anime: Kodocha/ Kodomo no Omocha
episode 65: Sana and Akito's separation

anime: Full Moon wo Sagashite/ Searching for Full Moon
episode 42: Eternal Snow

anime: Tsubasa Chronicles
episode 6: The Price

anime: Tsubasa Chronicles
episode _: You are my love

and of course the ultimate TRAGIC ANIME of all time:

ANIME: SCHOOL DAYS

subs-subs: (starting at 2:04)
Sekai: your so cruel!
Sekai: you only thought of your happiness with Katsura-san!
Makoto: Se... Se...kai...
(5:00)
Kotonoha: Did you go to the hospital? She's a good doctor
Sekai: I didn't go
Kotonoha: Why didn't you go?
Sekai: I'll never go to any hospital that you recommend!
Kotonoha: Because it's a lie, right?
Sekai: What?
Kotonoha: In order to get his attention, you lied to him by saying you're having a baby
Sekai: You're wrong!
Kotonoha: What do you mean "you're wrong"?
Sekai: I'm really-
Kotonoha: Then you should be able to prove it to the hospital, wouldn't you? Also, there is no reason for you to give birth to his baby. Because, I am Makoto-kun's girlfriend, isn't that right?
Sekai: I also... I also wanted to be his girlfriend! Just for that reason I let him do whatever he wanted and endured everything! But then for what?! Why?!
Kotonoha: If it's for Makoto-kun... if it's for Makoto-kun, then he's right over there. How about you ask him yourself?
(6:44)
Kotonoha: Saionji-san, please allow me to confirm if what you are saying is true or not.
(7:35)
Kotonoha: Just as I thought, it was a lie after all. There is no one inside you

1:02am, God I need to sleep now. hahaha. oyasumi nasai~!

Sinful Night

2009-09-09T07:43:00.000-07:00

Rammu~!

I know I really shouldn't be doing this right now, but I just can't help myself!! Please forgive me *hits head on the wall*

I would like to present again another random moment in my life where I am supposed to be reading books, but unfortunately, procrastination has taken its toll on me so here I am once again searching youtube for some good old anime opening that I really enjoy. and then I found them! happiness in procrastination and a crap future, here I come~!

anime: Marmalade Boy
song: Egao ni Aitai

anime: Marmalade Boy
song: Egao ni Aitai

anime: Death Note
song: What's up people?

anime: Death Note
song: The World

anime: Rave Master
song: Butterfly Kiss

anime: Rave Master
song: Higher and Higher

anime: Yu Gi Oh
song: Shuffle

anime: Yu Gi Oh
song: Kimeru

anime: Vandread
song: Trust

anime: Vandread: 2nd Stage
song: Justice

anime: Legend of Condor Hero
song: no idea

anime: Cooking Master Boy
song: Kimi Sae Ireba

anime: Power Stone
song: Ashita No Todoke

anime: Cyber Team in Akihabara
song: Birth

anime: Knight Hunters/ Weiss Kreuz
song: no idea

Worth It Anime Op/Ed

2009-09-07T06:11:00.000-07:00

okay, my last post for tonight and here you will encounter different anime openings/endings that I truly adore for reasons that I cannot explain. so sit back and enjoy while you waste some precious bandwidth.

Anime: Air
Song: Tori no Uta
by: Lia

Anime: Akazukin ChaCha
Song: Kimi Iro Omoi
by: I don't know

Anime: Master Negi Magi
Song: Happy Material
by: some girls

Anime: Magic Knights of Rayearth
Song: yuzurenai negai
by: Naomi Tamura

Anime: Fushigi Yuugi
Song: For the Sake of my beloved/ Itoshi Hito No Tameni
by: I really don't know

Anime: Fushigi Yuugi
Song: Fuse of Excitement/ Tokimeki no Doukasen
by: no idea

Anime: Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood
Song: Again
by: Yui

well... that's a lot of anime. so yeah, then off I go~ till next time *yawns*

31.3.09 I'm Stupid Ballad Version - Kim Hyun Joong Solo - "Goodbye Yoon Ji Hoo" Fanmeeting

2009-09-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

I know most of you have seen this clip but I can't stop myself, so yeah. Presenting the leader of SS501, also the guy who played as Ji Hoo on the uber famous korean telenovela that was originally a manga, Hana Yori Dango, Kim Hyun Joong!!

this is a fanmeeting, a goodbye for Ji Hoo since they have finally finished the taping though the rumors say that he is not playing as Ji Hoo on BOF2... which is which? well if he's not playing Ji Hoo on BOF2 then they better not make any since it will never be the same without him!! HE IS SIMPLY IRREPLACEABLE~~

Shinichi/Conan + Ran

2009-09-07T04:38:00.000-07:00

another entry since I am this bored and the least bit sleepy but fret not, I might die a horrible death around 9pm. so for now, bear with my random posting of all things found on the net, one of which is the famous 600+ episode detective series based on Sherlock Holmes great detective exploits, DETECTIVE CONAN.

I'm sure you know what the series is about. some highschool kid who got shrunk when he was forced to drink some experimental poison right after he witnessed a murder on the amusement park. though you may think this kind of series is a total bore, you are so dead wrong. the cases are really hard to solve and you may think its not humanly possible to commit such crime though unfortunately, that is not the case for this series. the hero of this story is one wicked genius who can solve any case once the pieces are all together, plus the cases gives you a great idea on how to kill you enemies when you have the time! BLIMEY~

but I'm not here for the cases now, rather I am here to share the greatest moments this unfortunate detective has when he is with the person who matters the most. due to a lot of deathly circumstances, this highschool detective who is now a first grader, has a childhood sweetheart but the thing is she doesn't know what happened to him and he is forbidden to tell her about what happened to him. so, here comes the drama:

an all time favorite of the entire series!! I know I shouldn't but I CAN'T STOP MYSELF!!
--SPOILERS--
sucks for those who would read this part so I suggest you skip and watch the next clip.

so Conan turned to Shinichi even after 24hours. he was about to propose to Ran here though unfortunately a murder was committed and Shinichi went off to solve the case while Ran was left again, waiting for him. while Shinichi was solving the case, he felt his body starting to get all hot then just as he solved the case, his body couldn't make it and thus...

I'm not quite sure as to what happened here though I am quite sure that the next thing that happened is that some mysterious guy appeared out of the blue.

kyaaaaaa XD
I love this episode a lot!! this is where Shinichi's first love is revealed! a must watch~~

more FUN than dangerous! I want a mom like her too!!

school plays are one of the best things that happens in life! make sure that you join at least one play!

and last, HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!

credits go to youtube

2009-09-07T03:43:00.000-07:00

this sucks. no really it does, and the sad part is I really can't do anything about it but just sleep. though I do wish it would stop but I doubt it. so the best thing I can do is stay away from people until I can be calm... else I might snap at some unsuspecting victim again.

so being locked up in my room isn't doing anything, I still feel like crap. and I'm at my limit!! if somebody comes within range, I might really do something nasty.

DON'T COME NEAR ME!!

I pose as a walking death trap to anyone and myself right about now. biting my tongue just to stop myself from talking back is really hard. I think my tongue is bleeding... well a little but it stings.

aah~ I really should just sleep now to avoid more harm. and that is why I hate it when pre-menstrual period is out. I get all emotional and moody and hungry and unreasonable which leads to the usual arguments. I'm listening to some really good advice right now, "if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all." well, its a good advice for my current situation.

I hate this. I should disappear for 2 days... yeah... 2 days or 3. I'm sure no one would notice.

The McNaught Victorian Romance

2009-09-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

never in my wildest dreams or imagination that I would actually become a novel reader, especially those kind of novels! well I enjoy a good book, a horror book (e.g goosebumps) but not novels. my friends, this is my proud collection, and treasure as well, of victorian romance from the great author, Judith McNaught. her victorian romance novels are out of these world and a must read. not a single chapter from this collection bore me to tears. each actually made me want to read more and more despite the serious damage it could have brought upon my addiction back to my 2nd year life in college.

let's start spreading the McNaught Fevar~~

A KINGDOM OF DREAMS:
Abducted from her convent school, headstrong Scottish beauty Jennifer Merrick does not easily surrender to Royce Westmoreland, Duke of Claymore. Known as the "The Wolf", his very name strikes terror in the hearts of his enemies. But proud Jennifer will have nothing to do with the fierce English warrior who holds her captive, this handsome rogue who taunts her with his blazing arrogance. Boldly she challenges his will... until the night he takes her in his powerful embrace, awakening in her an irresistible hunger. And suddenly Jennifer finds herself ensnared in a bewildering web... a seductive, dangerous trap of pride, passion, loyalty, and overwhelming love.

well let's see... this is the first book, according to the dates not the year it was published. this book was rather different. not sure how to say it but to my friend who is also another fan of McNaught, found this book rather dragging. I did find parts where it was indeed dragging, but the beginning and the ending was really splendid! the story was kind of predictable, though the arguing and the seduction *two thumbs up* spellbinding and heart-wrenching to the point where you might want to skip the middle chapters to see how it ends.
RATE: 7/10

ONCE AND ALWAYS
Across the vast ocean sailed Victoria Seaton, a free-spirited American beauty left suddenly orphaned and alone. Eager to claim her long-lost heritage, she was amazed at the formal elegance of Wakefield, the sumptuous English estate of her distant cousin... the notorious Lord Jason Fielding. Sought after at plays, operas, and balls by London's most fashionable ladies, Jason remained a mystery to Victoria. Bewildered by his arrogant demeanor, yet drawn to his panther-like grace, she came to sense the searingly painful memories that smoldered in the depths of his jade-green eyes. Unable to resist her spitfire charm, Jason gathered her at last into his powerful arms, ravishing her lips with his kisses, arousing in her a sweet , insistent hunger. Wed in desire, they were enfolded in a fierce, consuming joy, free at last from the past's cruel grasp. Then, in a moment of blinding anguish, Victoria discovered the shocking treachery that lay at the heart of their love... a love she had dreamed would triumph...

2nd book according to time line and a must read! Once & Always, those words cut deep into me when it was mentioned in the story. nothing more could explain the sudden twists, unexpected people to suddenly pop-out, cruel in-laws and annoying, persistent suitors, this book is definitely a wonderful book that is a must for all hopeless romantics out there. just thinking about how the story revolves around the hero and heroine brings tears to my eyes once more! no kidding (and sarcasm). a powerful novel that would make you look for your very own Marque of Wakefield.
RATE: 9/10 (there is a part where I kinda started to loathe the hero)

SOMETHING WONDERFUL
The story of Alexandra Lawrence, an artless country girl, and her tempestuous marriage to Jordan Townsende, the rich and powerful Duke of Hawthorne. Swept into the endlessly fascinating world of London society, free-spirited Alexandra becomes ensnared in a tangled web of jealousy and revenge, stormy pride and overwhelming passion. But behind her husband's cold, arrogant mask, there lives a tender, vital, sensual man... the man Alexandra married. Now, she will fight for his very life... and the rapturous love they alone can share!

yeah... doesn't sound too convincing and probably not a good novel to read, WRONG!! this is the 3rd book according to the time line and the first McNaught book I ever read of her entire victorian romance collection. if you think that this book isn't worth the time or the money, you should be butt-humped by an AIDS(+) 95 year old queer! this book had me crying like I was watching a cheezy korean telenovela on youtube. the character's arguments are out of this world, from crazy love lessons to seductive bets, lets not forget the crazy cousin! a must read for all McNaught fans!! if not, old queer~~
RATE: 10/10

ALMOST HEAVEN
No beauty in England could outshine Elizabeth Cameron, Countess of Havenhurst. But beneath her exquisite emerald eyes and cloud of golden hair lived a girl of rare gentleness, pride, and splendid, even ferocious courage. In Ian Thornton's powerful embrace, Elizabeth felt the first stirrings of a passion that blazed through her senses, never to be denied. Yet for Thornton, a dangerously handsome man of secret wealth and mysterious lineage, the voyage to Elizabeth's heart was fraught with intrigue, scandal and a venomous jealousy!

*taps fingers* lovely book but... there is something in this book that I can't just put my finger. it's wonderful and entertaining, especially the first chapters but the ending... well you could say its the girl side of me looking for justice. but what the heck, girls do crazy things when in love!
RATE: 9/10

WHITNEY, MY LOVE
Under the dark, languorous eyes of Clayton Westmoreland, the Duke of Claymore, Whitney Stone grew from a saucy hoyden into a ravishingly sensual woman. Fresh from her triumphs in Paris society, she returned to England to win the heart of Paul, her childhood love... only to be bargained away by her bankrupt father to the handsome arrogant Duke. Outraged, she defies her new lord. But even as his smoldering passion seduces her into a gathering storm of desire, Whitney cannot, will not relinquish her dream of perfect love.

if you know Hades and Persephone's love story, then this novel will be no mystery for you. the 5th book according to McNaught time line, and my absolute favorite! no, I will not spoil much, the first line is already the spoiler.
RATE: 10/10

UNTIL YOU
A teacher in a school for wealthy young ladies, Sheridan Bromleigh is hired to accompany one of her students, heiress Charise Lancaster, to England to meet her fiance. when her young charge elopes with a stranger, Sheridan wonders how she will ever explain to Charise's intended, Lord Burleton. Standing on the pier, Stephen Westmoreland, the Earl of Langford, assumes the young woman coming towards him is Charise Lancaster - and informs her of his adverted role in a fatal accident involving Lord Burleton the night before. And just as Sheridan is about to speak, she steps into the path of a cargo net loaded with crates! Three days later, Sheridan awakens in Stephen Westmoreland's London mansion with no memory of who she is - the only hint of her past, the puzzling fact that everyone calls her Miss Lancaster. All she truly knows is that she is falling in love with a dazzlingly handsome English earl, and that the life unfolding before her seems full of wondrous possibilities...

hmm... though I fell in love with his brother's story, this novel was pretty good, if you consider getting amnesia another great love story until the memories start coming and everything crumbles leaving you in another cursing session, yeah its good. it's goooooood~
RATE: 8/10

TRIVIA TIME

all of the heroes are cynical bastards who love to tease, seduce and play with women
all heroines are naive little school girls who believe in love and happily ever afters
if you haven't noticed, Royce is Clayton and Stephen's ancestor, and the two are brothers.
Ian and Jordan are second cousins
except for Ian and Elizabeth, the former heroes and heroines of the story make an appearance in the last novel
some of the characters are named after McNaught's family (e.g Whitney)
Clayton and Jason are probably BFFs
Du Ville and Langford, definitely BFFs
the heroines usually almost die at the near end, leaving the heroes in a mental breakdown

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well that sums about it all. though I do have more books but fret not, I shall share more when I have the time. for now, another group of books are calling me, telling me to read them and answer the darn exam at the end of the chapter. oh crud, INTENSIVE REVIEW TOMORROW!! OH NOOOOES!! DX

and I would like to thank the following for the people who helped me with this addiction:
my twin, Ming - without her, I would never find this money consuming hobby. thank you for letting me join the dark side

my sister-in-law, Toni - her updates gave light for the completion of my victorian romance plus, she's Stephen's bride. hahaha

my long lost uncle, Uncle Jude - for giving me Something Wonderful for free~

RSO - for letting me know whenever new novels are out and ready for the reservations

BOOKSALE - same as RSO

Shugo Chara & Shugo Chara Doki

2009-09-02T05:36:00.000-07:00

I know I shouldn't but I'm only human!! plus this is another great anime, shoujo anime, so give me one good reason why I shouldn't share?? go away~~ *hides my stuff* plus, if you (I bet you know who you are anyway) think that I should be reading books rather than blogging, sleeping or playing ps2, YOUR JUST JEALOUS~~ hahaha *poke* waaaaah!! *run away*

SHUGO CHARA

SHUGO CHARA DOKI

PLOT
The main heroine of the story is Amu Hinamori, a popular girl who is actually insecure. Peach-Pit uses Amu to explore differences between one's true self and the self that is presented to others. Like Jun Sakurada in Peach-Pit's previous work, Rozen Maiden, Amu tackles issues such as alienation and fitting in at school. Unlike most heroines in other magical girl series, Amu is neither the perfect sweetheart nor a complete klutz. Amu gets grumpy and frequently talks back to others in contrast to the polite schoolgirls that fill the genre.

However, Amu is not the only one with Guardian Characters. Each of the Guardians—Tadase Hotori, Nadeshiko Fujisaki, Kukai Souma, and Yaya Yuiki—have their own Guardian Characters. Amu also encounters Ikuto Tsukiyomi and Utau Hoshina (Tsukiyomi), two siblings who also have Guardian Characters and are employed by the Easter Company to search for the Embryo.
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what's the difference between the first and the second season? first season more on Amu and knowing herself more. you see, this anime is not only about being able to become something you only dream of becoming, IT HAS A LOVE STORY!! like all the other shoujo anime/manga you have encountered, this one my fellow otakus, is another anime that is a must see, especially to those who are looking for romance~ and some cute mascots. hahaha. flying chibi charas, unrequited love, a perverted cat, EASTER EGGS and some very complicated family relationship, this anime also has action! yes my friends, action despite the fact that it is a shoujo anime. what guys can do, we can do BETTEREST! boo-yah!!

and this anime just sealed the girl's victory! hahaha. WE ARE THE WOMEN, HEAR US ROAR!!

Fruits Basket

2009-09-01T23:13:00.000-07:00

PLOT:
Fruits Basket follows the life of high-school student Tohru Honda, who was recently orphaned when her mother, Kyoko Honda, died in a car accident. After that, Tohru lived with her grandfather, but when his house needs remodeling, Tohru resorts to living in a tent in a forest and holds down a job to support herself. Despite suffering many hardships, Tohru remains optimistic.

One day, Tohru comes upon a house in the forest that is the home of her classmate Yuki Sohma and his cousin Shigure Sohma. When the Sohmas discover that Tohru is living in a tent, they are quite surprised by her inner strength. The entire area is Sohma property, and Tohru asks to be allowed to stay in her tent, but then collapses because of a fever brought on by working too hard. A landslide buries her tent, including her mother's picture and school clothes, and she moves into Shigure's house for the night. Desperate for a break from the filth of the house and takeaway meals, she is asked to become a permanent guest in the house, if she cooks and cleans. She accepts, and is being shown her room by Yuki when Kyo Sohma bursts in (through the roof) to challenge Yuki. Tohru, not knowing Yuki's strength, tries to stop Kyo by grabbing him, and as a result he transforms into a cat. She is then hit on the head with a plank of wood, and collapses into Shigure and Yuki, turning them into a dog and rat respectively.

Tohru discovers the Sohma family's secret, and the reason why Yuki is so private and secretive at school: thirteen members of the family are possessed by the 12 animal spirits of the Chinese Zodiac (jyūnishi in Japanese) plus the spirit of the cat who was, according to legend, left out of the Zodiac. They transform into animals when hugged by the opposite sex or when put under a great deal of emotional or physical stress (such as being sick). When she promises to keep their secret, the Sohmas allow Tohru to keep her memories rather than hypnotically erasing them, a fate that had previously befallen anyone not "Inside" the Sohma family who had discovered the secret.

The story follows the lives of Tohru and the Sohma family, as they deal with each other and a society where neither quite fits in, as well as the feared Akito Sohma, head of the Sohma family. Soon, after living with the Sohma family she began to like, then love, all of the Sohmas, and sets out to break the zodiac curse.
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I know, I know. I should be reading these Udans and test papers and blah-blah-blah but, but, but I can't afford to not share this to the world! *blink*blink* as you can see, this here is another (though I'm not sure of the popularity) great shoujo anime, reverse harem too! hahaha. when I first heard about this anime, I wasn't sure if I should watch it, but when all the male characters started showing up (ooh lalala~) how can a girl resist her fangirl hormones? of course, I gotta see it though a lot of difference from the manga. the anime ends with.. uhh... well it ends(ish). If you clicked on the video up there, I'm pretty sure you have gist of the anime so don't stop with that mini-video! watch the entire 26-episode series in one whole day non-stop!! it is a must~~
plus if you don't watch it, you'll lose a leg, get run over with a 12-wheeler while trying to fix your leg, then some people will try to help you but you stop them since you have this internal bleeding and since they were too nosy and were trying to help you, it makes things worse since the hemorrhage has escaped your skin coz some random kid was poking you with a stick that broke your intact skin causing severe anemia and all hell broke loose when when the ambulance came coz they thought you were what you think you are (referring to sex) but your not, so they strip your clothes only to reveal your deepest, darkest secret YOUR HAIRY MOLE RIGHT AT YOUR BUTT!!

so you better watch it! no pressure =)

Movie Marathon

2009-08-30T20:55:00.000-07:00

and to think I'm supposed to be reading Udan right now. well, after lunch, or when I am done with this post, I'll attempt reading Udan, but for now I shall share some good movies I've seen for the past few hours/days. though I don't demand much from the movie, if it can make me laugh, cry, and hold my breath, then it is definitely a big thumbs up for me. though there are movies that I expected to be way more better, BETTEREST, but it seems movies nowadays aren't as good as they used to be (especially the horror films). though I do enjoy a good chick, action, horror flicks but if nothing works, there is always the good old ps2 games to lighten my day. but for now I'll just go with movies.

SINBAD: LEGEND OF THE SEVEN SEAS

The central part of the plot begins when a pirate named Sinbad is sent on a quest to find the legendary Book of Peace, a mysterious artifact that Eris, the Greek goddess of chaos, has framed him for stealing. Given his background as a pirate, Sinbad's accusers do not believe his protestations of innocence. Sinbad's childhood friend Prince Proteus of Syracuse intervenes, offering to stay imprisoned in Sinbad's place while Sinbad quests to recover the Book; if Sinbad cannot recover it and does not return in the time alotted for his quest, Proteus will receive Sinbad's death penalty. Initially, Sinbad attempts to escape outright; but discovers that the Lady Marina of Thrace, Proteus's fiancée, has stowed away on board, determined to ensure that Sinbad fulfills his obligation to his friend. Influenced by her (and his own conscience), Sinbad ultimately decides to undertake the quest.
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a movie I absolutely enjoyed watching 3 times in a day. Brad Pitt was awesome as Sinbad, and as always Catherine did a great job as Marina. though I always enjoy cartoons, this movie was a bit different especially the love story and friendship with it. I never thought about the possible twists and how it would end! a definite must see for those kids out there and believe me, when I have my kids, I'm letting them watch this movie too!

I LOVE YOU MAN

Peter Klaven, a big-time real estate salesman, just got engaged to Zooey Rice. Zooey is ecstatic about the engagement and calls her friends to tell them about it, but Peter does not seem to have anyone special he'd like to share the good news with. While visiting his parents', it comes out that Peter is actually a "girlfriend guy," and his male friends when he was growing up "fell by the wayside." After overhearing Zooey's friends tell her that they are concerned Peter does not have any friends, Peter realizes he needs to find some male friends in order to have a best man for his wedding. Peter seeks the advice of his younger, gay brother Robbie on how to meet platonic guy friends and how to take them on "man-dates".
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what I would give if all guys in the world would be like Peter. well not that he is a girlfriend kind of guy, more like that guys having problems that usually girls have. for instance, for proms, girls need to prepare a lot of things (gown, shoes, make-up, hair and accessories) while guys could just wear any suit their dads have and some shiny black leather shoes and they're ready! a guy having no male friends and getting married with no best man, close enough. but hey, I'm not saying that all guys should be like Peter, its just a little girl's dream. hahaha

LEGALLY BLONDE

Elle Woods is a sweet, beautiful and popular girl who is the president of her sorority, Delta Nu, and has everything she could ever want, including a boyfriend, Warner Huntington III, whom Elle excitingly believes will be proposing to her that evening. Warner and Elle dine at a restaurant, and Warner expresses his desire to go to law school and become more serious in life. However, everything takes a turn for the worst for Elle when Warner suddenly tells her that he thinks that they should end their relationship, because Warner believes that he needs “someone serious.”
After their break-up, Elle has become completely miserable. Her two best friends, Margot and Serena, convince her that she should get out of her room for once and take her to a beauty and nail salon. At the salon, Elle sees a picture of Warner’s older brother and his fiancée, who is a law student. Elle then suddenly gets the idea that to win Warner back by becoming serious enough for him, she must enroll at Harvard Law School and become a law student herself.
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I think my cousin watched this movie 6 times and I only watched it like, 3 times. it is hilarious and very entertaining! I love it when she proved her self to those prim and proper brain-wiz jerks in Harvard that whatever they do, she can do better! especially to that jerk no good boyfriend of his.

well those are the movies that are going in my mind right now though I must make a list of all the movies I want to watch again! hahaha. of course starting with Disney movies~
o0h la la~

Imagination knows no Age - Beauty and the Beast

2009-08-14T03:05:00.000-07:00

so while I am supposed to be reading this white book of evil, here I am listening to some old disney songs that makes me go all *thump*thump* its really amazing! these songs are the best since most of the disney movies they have now are all "humans" with "human songs". very bad songs, not to mention ugly "human singers". but... forget about them, lets just go back to them time where everything could be solved by watching a real DISNEY MASTERPIECE~

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST

one of the greatest and definitely my ultimate favorite Disney movie (not to mention Princess) of all time! the first time I watched this movie I was on the 3rd grade (I think), and watching the movie once wasn't enough. oooh noooo~... I had to watch it over and over and over until I memorized every single dialogue of the movie and the singing as well. I am definitely letting my kids watch this movie, male or female, they need to watch this kind of movie first before they embark the other "human" movies in the net not to mention the television (less decent cartoons are found on over the media nowadays, not applicable for the young 'uns)

the very first part of the movie that captured my entire soul. the instrumental gave me goosebumps and the narrator sucked my soul in the castle! just listening to it again shivers my entire well being~ and I downloaded the song as well! hahaha. I think the title is Enchanted Rose oh... wait I forgot. but the ones who played it was some Tokyo orchestra something-something. not sure...

the next song that I memorized right after the narration of the first scene. now this song is jumpy, I LIKE IT!! hahaha.

watching this part of the movie reminds me of the time when I watched this on ice. I was fighting to get one mickey head confetti when they went all BOOM in the end. one question that's always been bugging me ever since, did Belle get a full stomach by watching food and kitchen utensils perform right in front of her. I don't think my stomach would agree with that idea.

now this is my ultimate favorite part of the movie! THE DANCE!! hahaha. I just love the way beast tried to be a little bit princely for Belle's sake (not to mention for the night) after all those years, watching this part still gives me that high dose of kilig factor! hahaha. and its still here! waaaaaaah!! this also reminds me way back in high school. I think it was around 4th year, or was it 3rd year, I got to wear the same dress as Belle (that yellow one) for United Nations something-something class representative. would you believe it I got to be one of the top 5 beautiful representatives in school that time?! seriously, like every year level had around 20+ candidates and they narrowed it down to 5 and I was there! and what's more, some foreigners from another country actually asked all 5 of us for lunch that time. funny thing, since I actually skipped lunch and went back to them room to change back to my uniform. sucks for them though, they lost one representative. I was Ms. France~ hahahaha.

THE MOB SONG!! this is probably the only song that I actually like listening to Gaston sing. he's got this really deep roaring voice (super alto) booming voice, kinda reminds me of our school priest president in USC-GHS.

the ULTIMATE ENDING!! I just love this ending and I still do~~ I can't help myself if I get to enjoy this part than those other "human songs"
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now lets see, definitely a very good masterpiece of Disney. He should make more disney princesses than those human-singing sensation that just can't wait to grow up and get pregnant. going all nude in the internet and then trying to hypnotize kids with their singing and movies *phooey* the disney classics RULE!!

黑糖秀

2009-08-14T02:42:00.000-07:00

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Romanji Lyrics:

chang kai xin xiong　qu zhui xun kuai le de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　wo men quan dou ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

hei yo yo
di yi tang ke zuo hao gen lao shi SAY YO
di er tang ke zao jiu pa xia qu zhao zhou gong
di san tang ke hei tang dian xin yi jing kong kong
di si tang ke lan qiu bu zai shou kong
di wu tang ke gen zhe yin yue lao shi chang DO
di liu tang ke shi yan shi bai nan guo
di qi tang ke shu bao shou hao zhun bei GO HOME
boys and girls just want to show

zhuo shang de jing zi fan she kan dao hou zuo de zhu tou
zi ran wei shuai qi you mo qing chang gao shou
dan xin li ju ran dui ta chan sheng ji dong
zhe gan jue gai zen me xing rong

zuo zai jiao shi li yan shen fang kong deng zhe xia ke zhong
hei ban shang xie de zhi shi dou mei gao dong
shou gou nv hai men de da xiao jie ju dong
guo fen wu li chao nan gou tong

chang kai xin xiong　qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　wo men quan dou ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

hua zhuang bao de shi jie zhi you mei li de ren cai dong
se cai de jie zou yi qie you wo zhu kong
bin fen de gan dong luo yin zai wo xin zhong
zhi xi wang ni zhu yi dao wo

shu bao de ke ben yong yuan dou bi man hua shao de duo
shou li de dian dong hao xiang cong mei ting guo
qiu bi te gao su wo qi shi ta bu cuo
bie rang ta mo mo de cuo guo

chang kai xin xiong　qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　wo men quan dou ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

xin qing zong you DOWN de shi hou
xiang zhao ren su shuo
mei you bao yuan　mei you deng hou
shi ni gei wo de cheng nuo

chang kai xin xiong　qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　wo men quan du ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

chang kai xin xiong　qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　wo men quan dou ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

hey yo yo
di yi tang ke zuo hao gen lao shi SAY YO
di er tang ke zao jiu pa xia qu zhao zhou gong
di san tang ke hei tang dian xin yi jing kong kong
di si tang ke lan qiu bu zai shou kong
di wu tang ke gen zhe yin yue lao shi chang DO
di liu tang ke shi yan shi bai nan guo
di qi tang ke shu bao shou hao zhun bei GO HOME
boys and girls just want to show

chang kai xin xiong　qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　wo men quan dou ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

Kanji Lyrics
黑糖秀

Chorus
敞開心胸　去追尋快樂的出口
別怕寂寞　因為有我們在背後
要永遠記住最初的夢
假如以後　我們全都各奔西東

Rap
第一堂課坐好跟老師Say Yo
第二堂課早就趴下去找周公
第三堂課黑糖點心已經空空
第四堂課籃球不再受控
第五堂課跟著音樂老師唱Do
第六堂課實驗失敗難過
第七堂課書包收好准備 Go Home
Boys And Girls Just Want To Show

這感覺該怎麼形容
自認為帥气幽默情場高手
但心理居然對他產生悸動
桌上的鏡子反射看到後座的豬頭

坐在教室里眼神放空等著下課鐘
黑板上寫的知識都沒搞懂
過份無理超難溝通
受夠女孩們的大小姐舉動

Repeat Chorus

化妝包的世界只有美麗的人才懂
色彩的節奏一切由我主控
繽紛的感動烙印在我心中　
只希望你注意到我

書包的課本永遠都比漫畫少的多
手里的電動好像從沒停過
邱比特告訴我其實她不錯
別讓她默默的錯過

Repeat Chorus

心情總有down的時候　想找人訴說
沒有抱怨　沒有等候　是你給我的承諾

Repeat Chorus (2)
Repeat Rap
Repeat Chorus

English Lyrics
Brown Sugar is Beautiful

Chorus
Opening your ambition, to pursue happiness
Don’t fear loneliness, because you have me behind you
In case in the future, we completely go different directions
Must always remember our first dream
Rap
First class I sit down and to the teacher I Say Yo
Second class I’ve already left early to find the principle
Third class the black sugar sweets have already gone empty
The fourth class basketball is not charged anymore
Fifth class I sing Do with my music teacher
Sixth class experiment fails, devastating
Seventh class bags backed ready to go home
Boys and girls just want to show

The mirror on the desk reflects the pig head sitting behind me
I fancy myself and love master
But inside the heart unexpectedly makes him moved
this feeling how do I explain it
Sitting inside the classroom my eyes filled with emptiness waits for the bell

What is wrote on the blackboard I still don’t understand
Receiving other girls understanding
unfair and unreasonable, very hard to communicate
Makeup bag’s world only beautiful people would understand

Colouring’s rhythm only I can master professionals
in violent profusion moves shame in my heart, I just hope you notice me
School books in my bag will never be more than manga books
My hands mobile/electronics has never stopped

Qiu specially tells me in face I’m not bad, don’t let her slowly pass by
Feelings will eventually have its down times, want to find someone to tell
No complaints, no waiting, only the acceptance you gave me

Repeat Chorus (2)
Repeat Rap
Repeat Chorus

苦茶 | Ku Cha | Bitter Tea

2009-08-14T02:05:00.000-07:00

苦茶 | Ku Cha | Bitter Tea

Lollipop & Hei Se Hui Mei Mei

Translated by: *meow - jay-chou.net (http://www.jay-chou.net)

(This song is included in the Brown Sugar Macchiato OST.)

Sung by 王子 Prince:

微微笑的看你越是認真就越讓人心疼
wei xiao de kan ni, yue shi ren zhen jiu yue rang ren xin teng
Smiling slightly as I looked at you; the more serious you looked, the more painful my heart was

街頭那盞路燈彷彿在笑我愚笨
jie tou na zhan lu deng fang fu zai xiao wo yu ben
The street-lamp at the start of the road seemed to be laughing at me for being stupid.

Sung by 小傑 Xiao-jie:

沒什麼能做但我比誰都真誠
mei shen me neng zuo, dan wo bi shui dou zhen cheng
There’s nothing much I can do, but I have more sincerity than everyone else.

泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深
pao yi bei ku cha, pei ban ni dao ye shen
brew a cup of bitter tea, and accompany you till the wee hours of the morning.

Sung by 小煜 Xiao-yu:

你知不知道你總有一種很可愛的獨特
ni zhi bu zhi dao, ni zong you yi zhong hen ke ai de du te
Did you know, that you have a very adorable uniqueness,

讓我充滿勇氣抵抗冬天的寒冷
rang wo chong man yong qi di dang dong tian de han leng
That fills me up with courage to battle the coldness of winter.

怎樣做才會完美像個男人
zen yang zuo cai hui wan mei, xiang ge nan ren?
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?

喝一杯苦茶溫暖你的體溫
he yi bei ku cha wen nuan ni de ti wen
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.

Sung by Hei Se Hui Mei Mei:

*chorus*

不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first

在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.

你不必問你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait

這一刻就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.

我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?

在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.

想照顧你想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
want to take care of you and protect you

這一刻就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.

Sung by Hei Se Hui Mei Mei:

你知不知道你也有一種很可愛的天真
ni zhi bu zhi dao ni ye you yi zhong hen ke ai de tian zhen
Did you know that you also have a very adorable naïvety

大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
da nan hai de kou wen, mei li jia dao yi bai fen
Your speaking like a male chauvinist perfects your charm to 100 percent.

Sung by Lollipop:

怎樣做才會完美像個男人
zen yang zuo cai hui wan mei, xiang ge nan ren?
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?

喝一杯苦茶溫暖你的體溫
he yi bei ku cha wen nuan ni de ti wen
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.

Sung by Hei Se Hui Mei Mei:

[I]*chorus*

不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first

在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.

你不必問你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait

這一刻就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.

我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?

在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.

想照顧你想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
want to take care of you and protect you

這一刻就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.

[I]-bridge-

雖然永遠太不可能少了你的完整
sui ran yong yuan tai bu ke neng, shao le ni de wan zheng
Although ‘forever’ doesn’t seem possible without you,
兩個對的人奇蹟就能發生
liang ge dui de ren qi ji jiu hui fa sheng~
A miracle will happen upon two right people.

[I]*chorus*

不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first

在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.

你不必問你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait

這一刻就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.

我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?

在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.

想照顧你想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
[I] want to take care of you and protect you

這一刻就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.

這一刻… 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment… [I] just want to hold you tightly.

2009-08-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

just like how a tiny black spot could stain the white paper, a person's life could easily be judged with a single mistake done in the past. and nothing could ever be done to let them see...

a wound that heals but a scar remains... forgive but never forget

if that is the case, then why forgive in the first place? why heal the wound? if everything you've done is still not good enough to erase that one single mistake you've done in the past? when a person is still alive, people just see the bad things in him most of the time but when the person is finally gone, it's like a saint has been born. must a person die first before his good deeds will be able to cover up his past mistakes?

I'm tired... of listening... but I'm still doing my best to finally let them see, despite the scar, the memory and the black spot I made, I still want to make it up to them. even if it means hearing all those hurtful words all over.

ICONS!

2009-08-13T20:01:00.000-07:00

11:10am
in my little sister's pink bedroom

and there I was, bored to tears even though this big book of Philippine Health Nursing is right in front of me. closed, not opened, for today... =___= don't look at me~ I'll try reading it... again... later.

and so I decided to upload these icons in here while I try to look for new photos~
well not really new but some photos that can be used as... well you get the idea. one man's trash is the same man's treasure. bwahahahaha

Gakuen Alice

2009-08-04T17:50:00.000-07:00

Best friends Mikan and Hotaru grew up in a small town in the remote countryside. When Hotaru moves to a school for geniuses in Tokyo, Mikan misses Hotaru so badly that she decides to travel to Tokyo herself to find Hotaru. She finds Hotaru in a school called "Alice Academy," and finds that the school is actually for people with special powers called "Alices." Narumi-sensei, a teacher at the school, discovers that Mikan also happens to have an Alice, and Mikan is admitted into the academy. There she finds friends, love, and a life that she will never forget.

Differences between the Manga and Anime:
The anime episodes are similar to the corresponding manga chapters, but some events are changed or combined. The manga's darker tones are reduced in the anime to suit younger viewers. Characters in the anime may have different hair and eye color than their manga counterparts. The anime series leaves the love triangle between Mikan, Ruka, and Natsume unresolved, with Mikan having not realized their feelings for her, and the mystery of Mikan's parents remains unrevealed. In the first episode, she doesn't catch a taxi to Gakuen Alice, nor does everyone know about Alices in the anime. Many of these differences may be due to the fact that the anime has had only one season, while the manga is ongoing.
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and my favorite episode:

Ghost of Girlfriends Past

2009-08-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

Connor Mead (Matthew McConaughey) is a notorious photographer who has a bad boy reputation of loving beautiful women and dumping them when they fall in love with him. Beautiful models and celebrities flock to his studio to get their picture taken, usually in lingerie, and throw themselves at him. Conner is so overloaded with women that he has to breakup with three women at the same time during a conference call in front of his next prey. His brother Paul (Breckin Meyer) is about to get married, and Connor thinks he is making a terrible mistake. As an incorrigible bachelor, Connor loves his freedom more than ever settling down and loving only one woman. Connor tries to talk Paul out of getting married, and it looks like Connor is about to succeed. Then the night before the wedding, Connor is visited by three ghosts, who take him back to his past, present, and his lonely future. They try to discover the point in time where Connors became this womanizing jerk. Maybe there is still time to change him into a sensitive, feeling, and caring person that he once was, and he may even find his true love.
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Kung Fu Panda

2009-08-03T02:28:00.000-07:00

It's the story about a lazy, irreverent slacker panda, named Po, who is the biggest fan of Kung Fu around...which doesn't exactly come in handy while working every day in his family's noodle shop. Unexpectedly chosen to fulfill an ancient prophecy, Po's dreams become reality when he joins the world of Kung Fu and studies alongside his idols, the legendary Furious Five -- Tigress, Crane, Mantis, Viper and Monkey -- under the leadership of their guru, Master Shifu. But before they know it, the vengeful and treacherous snow leopard Tai Lung is headed their way, and it's up to Po to defend everyone from the oncoming threat. Can he turn his dreams of becoming a Kung Fu master into reality? Po puts his heart - and his girth - into the task, and the unlikely hero ultimately finds that his greatest weaknesses turn out to be his greatest strengths.
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17 again

2009-08-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

At 17 Mike O'Donell was on top of the world; he was the star of his high school basketball team, and was a shoo in for a college scholarship. And is dating his soul mate, Scarlett. But on what's suppose to be his big game wherein college scouts are checking him out, Scarlett reveals that she's pregnant. Mike decides to leave the game and asks Scarlett to marry him which she does. During their marriage, Mike could only whine about the life he lost because he married her. So she throws him out. And when he loses his job, he returns to the only place he's happy at - his old high school. And while looking at his high school photo, a janitor asks him if he wishes he could be 17 again and he says yes. One night while driving he sees the janitor on a bridge and apparently jumps in and he goes after him. When he returns to his friend, Ned's house, where he has been staying, he sees that he is 17 again. He decides to take this opportunity to get the life he lost.
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Random Surveys #1

2009-08-01T05:30:00.000-07:00

Boyfriend/Girlfriend Survey from Quizopolis.com

What is their name? - James
What pet name do you like to call them? - Angkong is more than enough
How long have you been together? - uhh... 3 weeks and a couple of hours
How did you meet? - dutymates
What do you like the most about them? - he's funny!
What do you like the least about them? - he's smart
What is the best thing they have ever done for you? - asked me to be his girlfriend
Have they met your parents yet? - hell yeah! just recently
What would you kids look like if you had kids? - KIDS?! *faints*
What is the worst argument you have had? - so far no argument yet
Do you still kiss a lot? - err....
Who asked who out? - he did
Do you think you will get married? - *prays*
Can you see yourself growing old with them? - kinda but a bit blur
What is the one thing you would like to change about them? - his tallness!!
What do you think they would like to change about you? - he won't change it. he'll probably gloat it!
What is the first gift they ever bought you? - bought? mm... food!
Do you have a favorite song together? - I have weird taste in songs =_=
Which famous person do you think they look like the most? - HARRY POTTER and Lee Dong Wok
Would you say the two of you are a good match? - good? complete polar ends too but hell yeah!

Have You Ever Survey from Quizopolis.com

Given a Hickey? - what's a hickey?
Had a one night stand? - what do you take me for?
Made someone cry? - yep
Opened your Christmas presents early? - ALWAYS!
Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? - you have no idea
Pretended to be someone you weren't online? - of course
Eaten food that fell on the floor? - but the floor was clean plus what about the 5min rule?
Been caught cheating? - during exams? I was taught well on the art of cheating
Been caught naked? - hmm... no, not really
Flashed someone? - flashed? flashed?
Gone out without underwear on? - what?
Got into a fist fight? - I am no savage!
Swallowed bath water? - bath water? you mean almost drowned?
Peed in the pool? - who doesn't?
Thrown up in public? - not yet
Been so drunk you can't walk? - I was dancing!
Peed in public? - when I was super young
Broken wind and blamed someone else? - ah... good times, good times hahaha
Done something mean you regretted? - *guilt* uhh... T_T
Ever played pull my finger? - what kind of game is that?

60 Questions People Dont Ask Survey from Quizopolis.com

When's the last time you ran? - just now
Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? - some of them but not my fault
What are you dreading right now? - board exams T_T
Do you celebrate 420? - what is that?
Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? - hell no
If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do? - be lazy together~~
Who last grabbed your ass? - Ken
Have you ever been on your school's track team? - I'm not much of a runner
Do you own a pair of Converse? - *looks at the shoe rack* err...
Did you copy and paste this survey? - what? but I'm not even done yet
Do you eat raw cookie dough? - ooh~~ good idea
Have you ever kicked a vending machine? - hahaha! I remember the days~
Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over? - by good you mean those non-human songs I listen over and over on my ipod, then not really
Do you watch Trading Spaces? - what is that?
How do you eat oreos? - twist. lick. dunk. chew. swallow. digest. excrete. rinse and repeat ^^
Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone? - OMG! how did you know??
Are you cocky? - rooster?
Could you live without a computer? - NOOOOOOOOOOOO~
Do you wear your shoes in the house? - nope
Who or what sleeps with you? - 2 comforters, Jack, a blanket, ipod, Goofy
At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real? - WAIT?? SANTA ISN'T REAL??
How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house? - 3 phones and a whole lot of cell phones
What do you do when you're sad? - force myself to sleep
Who would you call first if you won the lottery? - ANGKONG!
Last time you saw your best friend? - yesterday? hahaha
Are you in high school? - 4 years ago I was
What jewelry are you wearing? - none. not a fan of jewelries
Is anyone on your bad side now? - yep
What's the first thing you do when you get online? - depends on where I go online
Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? - nope. its not my kind of medical series
How do most people spell your name? - A-B-E-G-A-I-L for those who don't know me
Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes? - wearing it later
Where do you work? - ack! work??
What are you doing tomorrow? - review
Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson? - he's gay???
Favorite name for a girl? - Josephine
Favorite name for a boy? - Klein
Will you keep your last name when you get married? - nope. absolutely not
When was the last time you left your house? - yesterday
Do you return your cart? - sometimes...
Do you have a dishwasher? - *looks at hands* built in?
What noise do you hear? - what noise?
Would you survive in prison? - of course!
Who is the youngest in your family? - my little sister
If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likely overpack? - Lara!
Do you know anyone with the same name as you? - mm. her name is Abegail
What's the last thing you purchased? - *guity* uhh... *hides* b-book
Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you? - sometimes
What brand are your pants right now? - Dickies but I'm not wearing it now
Ever been to Georgia (the state)? - but... that's my dog thingy!
What irritates you most on the internet? - slow internet and lagging
What brand is your digital camera? - canon
Do you watch movies with your parents? - forced!
What song best describes your life right now? - song... song... song... Nobody?
Do you own expensive perfume/cologne? - nope. too expensive
Are you taking college classes right now? - hey I just graduated from college
Do you like sushi? - YEYS!!
Do you get your hair cut every month? - nope
Do you go online everyday? - blogger yep
Will you pass this survey on to 5 people? - why 5? and why pass?

Daa! Daa! Daa!

2009-07-21T22:32:00.000-07:00

PLOT
Miyu Kozuki is a sweet, simple, and a little confused eighth grader. She lives a simple and a normal life with her parents, until she and her family comes to know that Miki and Yuu, her parents, are hired by NASA and they have to go to USA, leaving Miyu alone. But they don't leave her alone, instead Miki leaves Miyu to her deceased friend, Hitomi's home, Saionji Temple. But even Mr. Hokoshou, Hitomi's husband and a buddhist, had to leave home for his practice. The elders have no choice but have to leave Miyu and Hokoshou's son, Kanata, alone.

Kanata, also an eighth grader, is a sensible, practical, and an extremely handsome boy. They both meet each other and their lives are no longer normal. Both Miyu and Kanata start going to the same school. At first they hate each other, but then they start having feelings for each other.

Adding fun and twist to the series comes two aliens from planet Auto, a very cute and humble baby, Lu, who looks no different than a normal baby and can make things fly, along with his pet-sitter, Bowmoew, half-dog and half-cat. So here starts the main story! A funny series about how Miyu and Kanata hide their alien friends from their families. Though at first they find it hard, but love, belief, and friendship bonds them together as a family.

AIR

2009-07-21T19:46:00.000-07:00

Story:
Air's story revolves around three girls whose lives are connected to the same man. In the first story arc, Dream, Yukito Kunisaki is a showman traveling across Japan, continuing his late mother's search for the "girl in the sky". The story opens on Monday July 17, 2000 when Yukito comes across a small seaside town where the story takes place. On his first day in town, Yukito tries to earn money by putting on a mysterious puppet show where he manipulates a doll magically without strings for a small audience of kids passing by. Yukito is unsuccessful in gaining the children's favor, and the children leave without paying him for his performance. That night, Yukito sleeps on the town's seawall by the beach. Yukito collapses from heat stroke the next day and is taken to a nearby fisherman's guild; after he awakens, they feed him, and give him some very large rice balls to take with him as he is leaving. As he sits on the town's seawall eating one of the rice balls, he notices a young girl beside him who introduces herself as Misuzu Kamio—a sincere yet clumsy girl who is eager to become friends with him. Misuzu persistently attempts to play with him, while Yukito tries to refuse her efforts. He eventually follows her home lured by the chance to eat. After Haruko, Misuzu's aunt and foster mother, is persuaded, it is decided that he will stay with them for the time being.
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AMTN - Cycle 11

2009-07-08T05:09:00.000-07:00

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this cycle has the most amazing opening ever!! I really love the way Tyra walked right in with all the moves and the hair and glam... did you see those eyes?! DEFINITELY FIERCE!! this cycle has the best opening ever! and I'm still watching it! I highly recommend this series to all fashionistas out there! a must see series too all! *two thumbs up*

AMTN - Fierce. Glamour.

2009-07-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

another series that got me hooked up the moment I saw one episode! right now there are currently 12 cycles and I think I've only seen three of them. at any rate, right above you is the complete opening of AMTN (America's Next Top Model) from cycle 1 down to 10 and let me tell you, not a single cycle bore me. for those girls out there who loved to watch reality fashion come out to life, this is one show you have got to see! all the bitchiness and glam packed with the most fiercest battles on the runway and photo shoots!

Hagane No Renkinjutsushi (2009)

2009-07-07T21:17:00.000-07:00

UPDATE! UPDATE!!
uploaded until 14 episode now out in animeseason.com

I highly recommend this anime to all of those who worship FMA! do watch! do watch!!

Gensomaden Saiyuki

2009-07-07T17:29:00.000-07:00

Saiyuki is the story of four anti-heroes: the monk Genjyo Sanzo (or just "Sanzo"), the monkey king Son Goku, the half-demon Sha Gojyo, and the man turned demon Cho Hakkai (formerly known as Cho Gonou). They have been dispatched by the Sanbutsushin (the Three Aspects of Buddha, who relay the orders of heaven) to travel to India to stop the possible resurrection of the Bull-Demon-King, Gyumaoh. Along the way they are beset by inept assassins, bad weather, and their own tragic personal pasts. Meanwhile, the villains, two unlikely confidants, Gyokumen Koushou (Gyumaoh's concubine, a demon) and a mad scientist, Dr. Ni Jianyi (a human), continue their attempts to restore the long-dead king. These experiments, a forbidden mixture of science and magic, spawn the "Minus Wave", infecting all of the demons in Shangri-La with madness, shattering the fragile peace that once existed between humans and demons.
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to watch the video you can go here

Just a test

2009-07-06T07:30:00.001-07:00

Testing testing...

Clannad

2009-07-04T18:20:00.000-07:00

I promised to have the next post for him but I'm still bawling over this superb anime! I can't give any more spoilers so you'll have to watch this anime for yourself. though I find the second season more touching than the first one. I literally finished an entire roll of tissue with the second season! at any rate, I highly recommend this anime to all who wants to have a slice of life and tear-jerking drama in the afternoon boredom.

CLANNADClannad's story revolves around Tomoya Okazaki, a third year high school student who dislikes his life. Tomoya's mother (Atsuko) died when Tomoya was young, leaving his father (Naoyuki) to raise him. After the accident, Tomoya's father turned to alcohol and gambling, and held frequent fights with his son. One day, Naoyuki, again arguing with his son, slammed Tomoya against the wall, dislocating Tomoya's shoulder. Ever since then, his father has treated Tomoya nicely, but distantly, as if Tomoya and he were strangersrather than a family. This hurts Tomoya more than his previous relationship with his father, and the awkwardness of returning home leads Tomoya constantly to stay out all night. Additionally, the injury disables Tomoya from participating in his basketball club, and pushes him to distance himself from his school and other activities. Thus his delinquent life begins. Tomoya's good friend Youhei Sunohara, who got thrown out of the soccer club for a dispute, is also a delinquent and often hangs out in his dorm room with Tomoya doing nothing much.

The story opens on Monday April 14, 2003 at the beginning of the school year,when Tomoya meets by chance Nagisa Furukawa, a soft-spoken girl one year older than him who is repeating her last year in high school due to being sick much of the previous year. Her goal is to join the drama club which she was unable to do due to her sickness, but they find that the drama club was disbanded after all the members graduated. Since Tomoya has a lot of time to kill, he starts to help Nagisa in reforming the drama club. During this period, Tomoya meets and hangs out with several other girls who he gets to know well and help with their individual problems.

CLANNAD AFTERSTORY

In the second part of the story, which starts immediately after the end of the first part but extends into the next ten years, Tomoya and Nagisa live together as a family. Tomoya has to endure several hardships that the family has been suffering from, mainly involving Nagisa's illness. Just after Nagisa gives birth to their daughter Ushio, Nagisa dies, leaving Tomoya to fall into a state of depression. This causes Nagisa's parents, Akio and Sanae to look after Ushio. Five years later, Tomoya meets Shino Okazaki, his grandmother on his father's side. Shino explains to Tomoya about his father's past and tragedy, similar to Tomoya's current situation after Nagisa's death. After hearing that, Tomoya decides to raise Ushio and acknowledge Naoyuki as his father. Shortly after Tomoya regains his purpose for living, Ushio is struck with the same disease as Nagisa. Tomoya, Sanae and Akio struggle to save Ushio, with Tomoya retiring from his job, but all efforts are futile. In the coming winter, wanting to do anything for Ushio, Tomoya decides to take Ushio on a trip, but Ushio falls unconscious and dies shortly after.

Tomoya's psychology developed in his dreams of a bleak world where small orbs of light float around called the Illusionary World (幻想世界, Gensō Sekai). In the first few dreams, he sees a world devoid of all life except for one girl. Each time he dreams, he finds out more about the world. Tomoya discovers the girl has a special ability to fuse junk together to create new things, with which she creates a body for him. Thus he is reborn in this world, and fills time following the girl around. Tomoya conceives that only the two of them are "alive". To pass time, Tomoya and the girl try to build another doll with more junk they find, but as it has no soul, it fails to come to life. Remembering a distant world where he came from, Tomoya convinces the girl to build a ship so that the two can escape the approaching winter and continue a happy life. Eventually, winter sets in, and the girl becomes cold to the point where she cannot move any more. Upon meeting this tragedy, the girl tells Tomoya that he has another chance to go back and make things right. To do so, he must collect certain "lights" (symbols of happiness) similar to those floating around in the Illusionary World. If all the "lights" are collected throughout both story parts, a chance to save Nagisa from dying in childbirth will become available, and the true ending where Nagisa survives and lives with Tomoya and their daughter Ushio will also become available.

When I Grow Up - Moymoypalaboy

2009-07-02T03:49:00.000-07:00

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a new favorite of mine! LOLz! you gotta love them, especially the expression on Roadfill's face with "wazzup sexy?" hahahaha XD

Quotes

2009-06-26T16:25:00.000-07:00

alright, I wish to enlighten a few people. my phone is not that... uhh... "2000" so the memory isn't that big. but I have this millions of quotes that I don't want to delete (200 to be exact, the millions is just an exaggeration). so here I go

sometimes only one
person is missing but
the world seems
empty
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when you love, never stick
only to what your heart feels

remember that sometimes your brain
is a necessity
next, never use your eyes
to cry for the person who hurt you
instead use it to search for the right now

lastly, don't be scared of breaking up
keeping a relationship without love is just
a waste of time

take not, LOVE THE ONE WHO WILL FIGHT
FOR YOU & BRAVELY FACE EACH &
EVERY CONSEQUENCE.

someone whom you can call "MINE" rather
than "IDEAL"
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How long will pride cloud my judgment?
How long will I realize that he doesn't intend to win me back at all?
How long will it take me to figure out that I'm not wanted anymore?
How long will I keep on hoping for the impossible?
How long...
till my heart stops bleeding from loving someone who will never be mine once more?
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Probably the greatest torture you could
ever do to your heart,
is to let somebody go...
at the time your loving that person most...
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sometimes we wonder why friends keep forwarding messages.
its because when you are very busy, but still want to keep in touch
when you have nothing to say, but still want to keep in contact
when you have something to say, but don't know what and how

you want to let them know that they are still remembered,
important, love cared for and wanted.
So the next time you receive a message from me, don't think that I
just texted.

I have thought of you too.
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MISTAKES are PAINFUL when they happen,
but
years later
a collection of MISTAKES is called EXPERIENCE...
exactly what life is MADE of...
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It has never been a question of who forgets...
but sometimes, there's a definite pain on being the one
who remembers everything
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sometimes, you just have to accept the fact that some people
are gonna stay in your heart forever
even if you are gone in theirs...
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Moving on is the best way...
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its better to forgive and forget
than to resent and remember
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and I sit here...
listening to everyone else love story..
and thinking...
"where is mine?"
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how do you know you're valued?

it's when people do things for you not because they have to,
but because they really want to see you happy
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I approached kid and asked:
"what is love?"
the kid answered:
"hmm... love is when a puppy likes your face"
I laughed but then he added:
"even after you left him alone all day"
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a person who truly cares for you is
someone who sees the pain in your eyes
while everyone else still believes in the
smiles painted on your face
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destiny is the bridge you build for the one you love
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you should not be sorry about love
rather, it should make you wonder...
that if you were once happy with the wrong one,
how much more when the right one comes along
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a fall from the third floor hurts as much as a fall from the
hundredth floor, lesson?
Give it all, it will hurt just the same
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there are times when I'd stare at the night sky and wonder
"Why is he my entire universe
when I'm not even a little star in his eyes?"
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One of the saddest part of life:

keeping yourself busy & pushing yourself to the limit all day
and when you get home, lying in bed all alone,
you'll discover that after all you've done to forget him,
your still in that very position trying to escape
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it hurts to love someone when you can't tell what you really feel because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing we get jealous without the right to feel that way we want their time without being in the position to demand for it but despite it, we continue to love because somehow in this hurtful love, there's still the hope of having simple moments with them...
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never explain;
your friends won't need it
and your enemies won't believe it
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if you're not curious
it's a sign that your stupid
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when the heart is willing to love,
it will find a thousand ways

but when a heart is unwilling,
it will find a thousand excuses
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sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life
that you expect it to be always there
because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.
But then one day you feel something else,
something that feels wrong only because it's so unfamiliar
and in that moment you realize your happy
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I guess one reason why people starts to leave you
behind is because you're starting to give too much
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repeated experiences have one aim:
to teach you things you refuse to learn
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sometimes you have to try not to care,
no matter how much you do
because sometimes, you can mean nothing to someone
who means everything to you
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being visible isn't always a requirement
for being close
it just takes some thoughtfulness
and concern to keep the bond
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you messed up yesterday you said the wrong words,
took the wrong turn, loved the wrong person,
reacted the wrong way.
You spoke when you should have listened,
walked when you have waited,
judged when you should have trusted,
indulged when you should have resisted.
You messed up yesterday.
But you'll mess up more if you let yesterday's mistakes
sabotage today's attitude
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You want to be angry and give him a slice of
slight bitchiness, but you can't coz you simple can't,
and irritates you even more
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sometimes, you know inside your heart
that you love the person but you run out of reasons
to fight for what you feel
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I can always take care of myself,
but still I want to meet the person who can
prove to me that
I can't...
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there are times we treat life
like a mysterious door...
it doesn't open no matter how hard we push
it coz we never seem to notice the huge sign
that reads
"pull"
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sometimes, you just can't tell anybody how you really feel
not because you don't know why,
not because you don't know your purpose,
not because you don't trust them
but because
you can never really find the right words to make them understand
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Detective Conan

2009-06-24T16:40:00.000-07:00

Kudo Shinichi is a seventeen year-old high school detective whom people call the "Modern Sherlock Holmes." However, one night after a date with his childhood sweetheart, Ran, Shinichi witnessed an illegal trade and, caught off his guard, was knocked unconscious and fed a drug that was supposed to kill him... but he woke up and found himself shrunken to a seven year-old. In order to track down the men who did this to him, Shinichi hid his identity and lived with Ran, whose father happened to be a hopeless detective, and with that came a series of murders and mysteries that he must solve. (Source: ANN)

Ashita No Nadja

2009-06-24T16:02:00.000-07:00

This story takes place about one hundred years ago. Nadja is a bright, cheerful girl who was raised in an orphanage near London, England. Nadja was entrusted to the orphanage when she was a baby. So she thought her father and mother were dead. But before her thirteenth birthday, she found out that her mother might be alive..

Nadja sets out on a journey to find her mother! With all of Europe as the stage, Nadja`s exciting adventure begins!

Taken from AniDB
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REPUBLIC ACTS

2009-06-19T22:54:00.000-07:00

*sighs* shall try this one:
RELATED LAWS IN NURSING:

Republic Acts (RA)

1054 - requires owners of all establishment to provide free emergency to all employers for medical, dental etc...
1080 - Civil Service Illegibility
1082 - Creation of Rural Health Units
2382 - Philippine Medical Act
3573 - declares all Communicable disease must be reported to the nearest health center
4073 - home mgt/confinement of leprosy
4226 - Hospital Licensure Act
6675 - Generic's Law
6713 - Code of Conduct and Ethical Standards for public officials and office
6758 - Salary standardization law
7160 - Local Gov't Code - devolution/decentralization
7277 - Magna Carta for disabled
7305 - Magna Carta for health worker
7392 - Midwife
7432/9257 - Senior Citizen
7600 - Rooming - In & Breastfeeding
7846 - Hep B Immunization
8749 - Clean Air Act
9165 - Dangerous Drug Act
7877 - Sexual Act

Detective Conan OAV 9: The Stranger of 10 Years

2009-06-11T20:17:00.000-07:00

This OVA takes place ten years in the future and chronicles the possible events if Conan Edogawa and Ai Haibara do not take the antidote to APTX 4869 and grow up alongside their friends Genta, Mitsuhiko, and Ayumi, while still maintaining their detective endeavors.
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to watch the anime go here:
part 1
part 2
part 3

Night at the Museum 2: Battle of the Smithsonian

2009-06-11T19:25:00.000-07:00

Synopsis:
When the Museum of Natural History is closed for upgrades and renovations, the museum pieces are moved into federal storage at the famous Washington Museums. The centerpiece of the film will be bringing to life the Smithsonian Institution, which houses the world's largest museum complex with more than 136 million items in its collections, ranging from the plane Amelia Earhart (Amy Adams) flew on her non-stop solo flight across the Atlantic and Al Capone's (Jon Bernthal) rap sheet and mug shot to Dorothy's ruby slippers, Fonzie's jacket from Happy Days, the still from M*A*S*H and Archie Bunker's lounge chair from All in the Family. After stealing a security guard's ID badge, Larry (Ben Stiller) slips into the Archives of the Smithsonian, where Kahmunrah, an evil Pharaoh will come to life with the reestablishing of a tablet as a magical force in the museum bringing the old exhibits (Such as Theodore Roosevelt and Dexter) and new exhibits (like General Custer and Al Capone) back to life, and in conflict with each other. Larry enlists the help of Amelia Earheart, who he develops a romantic interest in, and together they try to put everything back in order.
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The Coffin

2009-06-11T19:08:00.000-07:00

Synopsis:
Inspired by a true Thai ritual of lying
in coffins to get rid of bad luck
and prolong life, The Coffin is
a supernatural thriller about a young man and a young woman who decide to go through the ritual in Thailand.

Chris, a claustrophobic architect does it in the hope of saving his fiancée who's dying of terminal cancer. Sue,
a nutritionist visiting Thailand from Hong Kong does it to save her own life after being diagnosed with a lethal brain
tumor - one week before her wedding.

After the ritual, Chris and Sue experience what appear to be miracles in their respective lives. But soon, they find themselves confronted by a series of bizarre and terrifying incidents. With the help of a professor specializing in paranormal cases associated with the ritual, they set out to exorcise the ghosts that haunt them, and attempt to reverse the wheel of karma.

Thrilling, mysterious and ultimately moving, The Coffin is a spine-chilling horror about the beauty of life and death, and coming to face to face with living and dying.
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Alphabet Survey

2009-06-10T16:19:00.000-07:00



A - Available?	no chance
B - Best Friend(s)?	PETz, and more
C - CRUSH?	ducks
D - DOGS NAME?	aldrin, spotty, kiba, lolo and lola
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?	angkong
F - Favorite Food?	GUMMY BEARS
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS?	i just said gummy bears
H - HOMETOWN?	Cebu
I - IF YOU COULD MOVE WOULD YOU?	but I am moving
J - JOB?	student
K - KIDS?	of course
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?	from manila to Tagaytay
M - MILK FLAVOR?	the normal one
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?	2
O - ONE WISH?	to be happy
P - PHOBIA(S)?	insects and creepy crawling
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?	HAKUNA MATATA
R - REASON TO SMILE?	i found something worth the smile
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?	minna no tamago
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?	2:36am!
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME?	its unknown, how would I know?
V - VEGETABLES YOU LOVE?	squash
W - WORST HABIT?	staring unto space
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?	never had one
Y - YOUR MOM?	what about her?
Z - ZODIAC SIGN?	gemini

SURVERY #1: Confessions

2009-06-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

CONFESSIONS

Do you love you ex?	I DON\'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND!! my god!
What did you last cry over?	oreo
What	it wasn\'t a mistake! it was a boo-boo!
Who was the last person you said I love you to?	are dogs allowed?
Who last slept in your bed?	my laptop, I slept on the floor
Were you with them?	i said I was on the floor!
Where do you want to be?	on my bed!
Who do you want to be with?	is this a trick question?
Do you honestly love your friends?	honestly? another trick question?? YES!
Who can always make you happy?	myself and some... well yeah whatever
Who do you love to talk to the most?	angkong
Who hates you?	my dad (o_o)
Who do you hate?	my dad (n_n)
What are you doing right now?	answering this survey
What are you talents?	this is a tough one. I have a lot of them, behold... my awesome CHEATING TALENTS!
How often do you cry?	when needed
What did you do last night?	I did a lot of things last night
Would you ever go back out with an ex?	I thought I told you I never had a boyfriend
Have you ever used a condom?	for a plastic balloon, yep
Are you a virgin?	HELL YEAH!
Is your boyfriend/Girlfriend a virgin?	never had one
What	Night at the Museum 2
Ever been in true love?	I\'m not sure...
Ever smoked?	nope
Done drugs?	nope
Gotten high?	even without drugs, I get high
Ever gone running?	always
How much do you weigh?	my God! this hurts, 106lbs
How tall are you?	OMG!! now this hurts more 5\"
Gone skinny dipping?	nope
Gone streaking?	no
Played strip poker?	I barely play poker
Given a lap dance?	err... just dance
Made-out?	wah?
Rolled on the ground w/ the opposite sex?	huh? is this some corny movie?
Bungie Jumped?	nope
Sang Kareokee?	ALWAYS!
Been wet with your clothes on?	ALWAYS!
Seen the opposite sex naked?	ALWAYS!
Made fun of a fat person?	ALWAYS!
Laughed at somone?	ALWAYS!
Looked at someone funny?	ALWAYS!
have you had \"the talk\" with our parents?	nope
Been touched by the same sex?	I\'m not a lesbian!
Ever been Horney?	wait, don\'t people normally have that?
Looked at porn?	DUH!
Own any thongs?	just a book about thongs though
Touched a genital of the other sex?	it was a dummy
Thought about sex?	when we had the reproductive organ class then yeah
Had a \"dirty\" dream?	I was rollin on mud, so yeah
Favorite animal?	DOGS
Least favorite animal?	HUMANS
Most missed Memory?	duty days... ahh..

Movie In Minutes: The grudge

2009-06-03T19:42:00.000-07:00

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ok the real movie really had me shouting and away from my room 2 months! but this movie made me think otherwise. sit back and enjoy ^^

Bird is the word

2009-05-20T18:05:00.000-07:00

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you gotta hand it to him, bird really is the word! LOL
another favorite and stupid clip from the great series, THE FAMILY GUY!
I just can't get enough of this series and now *dancing* BIRD IS THE WORD!!

Angels and Demons

2009-05-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

Despite his notorious relationship with the Church, Harvard symbologist Robert Langdon is once again called upon to decipher the clues to a catastrophic conspiracy. The Pope has died, and before conclave can begin to determine his successor, the four preferitti (primary hopefuls for the papacy) are kidnapped. An ominous threat of their hourly demise, along with the complete annihilation of Vatican City, is issued as an elaborate revenge scheme for a persecuted group known as the Illuminati. With their meager time limit steadily counting down, Langdon, accompanied by beautiful physicist Vittoria Vetra, must travel throughout Rome to unravel the carefully hidden signs that will lead them to a terrifying adversary, a harrowing discovery, and the shocking truth.
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click to watch trailer

Ai wo Utau Yori Ore ni Oborero!

2009-05-16T22:41:00.000-07:00

Akira Shiraishi, a young high schooler with girlish features, joins Blaue Rozen, Mizuki Sakurazaka's band.
Their high school life is anything but typical: Mizuki is the prince of her all-girl school while Akira is the princess of the neighboring all-boy school. How will their relationship progress while others try to get back their prince/princess?

BFF (Best Friends Forever)

2009-05-16T22:36:00.000-07:00

The story revolves around two women, who live different lives but have so much in common. Honey (Sharon) is the perfect mother and wife. Unfortunately, Honey suspects that her husband (John Estrada) is cheating on her, which she eventually confirms. She investigates herself, and discovers that her husband is losing interest in her because she has gotten overweight, so he looked for a sexier mistress to fulfill his needs. The other woman is Frances (Ai-ai), a gym instructor, a single mom who is looking for a man who will finally want to spend the rest of his life with her.

By some twist of fate, the two women cross paths and eventually become the best of friends. They become a support system to one another in their respective plights—Honey on winning back her husband and Frances on finally getting her boyfriend for good—not knowing that they are sharing one man. What happens when they finally discover this truth? Is their friendship strong enough to withstand this trial? Who finally gets the man that they’re fighting over?
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Mamma Mia

2009-05-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

Set on a colorful Greek island, the plot serves as a background for a wealth of ABBA songs. A young woman about to be married discovers that any one of three men could be her father. She invites all three to the wedding without telling her mother, Donna, who was once the lead singer of Donna and the Dynamos. In the meantime, Donna has invited her backup singers, Rosie and Tanya
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